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Back On Track

2010-09-22T21:48:00.002+08:00

Whats up..................... Everybody? *knock knock* Helo??? Can u hear me?

Wow, i've been MIA for quite sometime. This is so not me erk. So i've been missing lot frm blogging world.

Fasting then comes Raya and work (tired) and such n such so yaw let me summarise what's has been happening lately.

Oh well, dere's nothing much so which explains i had been mia.

Wohooo! Speaking of fasting, syukur alhamdulillah dat i managed to fast one full month of Ramadhan. C'mon the last time i fast full day of it was when i was still a cute little girl who is clueless abt menses and still wondering what puberty cycles is. And then, the first day of Syawal, woah red alert siot. Imagine dat. Going visting in dat condition is really uncomfortable luckily my tummy didnt make any tantrums like those cramps and all. I shld say they're behaving very well.. And guess what?! First day of Raya, we stayed at last house til 3AM? 3 in the morning and Thank God it's at Tamp. You know makciks when they met, banyak cerita you... And i had 3 off days frm work hence, this 3 days i spend visiting crazily. Oh ya, my colleague gave me green packets. I is so paiseh at first and later i sengih-sengih mcm kerang busuk. So i got $20 in sing dollars ehk. Hmm, i've also been giving green packets too to my little cousins and kids.. Well this year for Raya, we celebrate a simple one. I didnt even bought new clothes too. Nevermind, maybe next year. Insya-Allah, klau dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki. I still havent yet Raya visting with my gfs. If God's willing, as plan will be this weekends. WOOOHOOO!!~

Ok, i guess dats for an update. I'm tired frm all the typing lar. One thing dat i've been discovered lately, i tend to tired out easily and perangai pemaleh makin menjadi-jadi =D Heee

Adios amigos.

Not The End

2010-09-08T11:23:00.000+08:00

Shop-PENG!

2010-09-04T21:45:00.009+08:00

LOOK!!! What i've got when i did some shopping this afternoon. At times, i do hate when i have the mood to shop. Coz i spend unnecessarily (still within my means).

For the very first time, only this wallet caught my attention and told me to get it NOW whereas some i've been looking doesnt really caught much my attention and they are indeed quite costy and as a result i got this wallet from New Look @ 313 Somerset for only $13.90. Okay what...... for a wallet like dat. And my virgin for purchasing something at New Look with a gd price

And i cant believe, once i stepped on Daiso at ION Orchard i can become addictive. I spend almost an hour in there. Peeps, everything cost $2. EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!! They also sell almost everything uh. From DIY stuffs, gifts, stationaries, cosmetics, foods, storage and speaking of storage, i bought these compartments to put all my make stuffs on. Aaaa hah only now i revealed to you my make up stuffs. Quite a lot ya? No wonder mum countless of times been nagging abt my make up stuffs.

From blusher brush which i've just washed and condition it with my shampoo to sponges to for the eyes; i dont wear eyeshadows but i do have one palette only. Eyeliner, and recently i bought this Rhomlon (those cheap2 brand) u can find Ta Zhiang or Sinma. It's the blackest eyeliner. I'm in love with it. Just 8 bucks. Foundation, i've like 2 (Silkygirl & Maybelline), Blusher, and not forgetting those quite a lots of lipsticks and 2 lipglosses.

And....this is another part of my products i use. My facial skincare. Yesh! I'm very particular abt my face. I freaked out crazily if i had pimples well who doesnt la rite? Make up remover, perfume, toner, moisturiser, clay facial, powder and combs and pssst it doesnt include my T3 pimple. I had many...coz initially i bought and tot it was gd but nahh maybe doesnt suit me but for which i'm happy with it, i'll stick to it unless the products is discontinued.

I got these tips from Aini O's blog links. It was like a saviour. Can resists of reading and reading to know more. Basically, though she's a Plus-sized and gosh she work it mann! The stuffs are not all those expensive, they're some affordable price. Ya, thanks ya Aini, i got so addctive alrdy =)

Not forgetting, i bought a long dress at Bugis. Way better than what i saw at This Fashion. Just a few dollars difference but i loved the pattern. Spend almost halfday shopping and walking down at Town.. I'm surprised coz the crowd is not that many.. Yaw, there's Comex Exhibition and i decide to give it a miss this year. I've spent so much already and it just the beginning of the month '-.-

Iftar Sama Teman-Temanku

2010-09-04T00:10:00.001+08:00

YO! I know i'm late by exactly a week to update this. I've been getting lack of sleep, lack of energy and everything is also lacking. I've been going out and sometimes i missed my break-fast upon azan hearing. So far, i've already iftar-ed with the girls and my dearest cousin.

Mixture with ex-dunman and some ITE mates. But how impressed we get along well =) Some of them were alrdy dere, reserving the place. Haha and they reached as early at 5pm. Oh well, give a tap on the shoulder for them for sacrificing their time to be early. I'm impressed. Met with maknenek at Tanah Merah mrt befor heading to Bedok Simpang. Sumpah! Aku tak pernah pergi sane. Alrite! Betul2 punyer ketinggalan zaman berzaman.

Salam dari Simpang Bedok

*self-appraisal ALERT!* Aww! I look sweet here, dont i? Lol. Sesungguhnya aku sungguh perah santan.

Aini O : Yeah!!! Nak Hari Raya...Confirm kita dapat duit kan memandangkan kita still schooling

Nurul : A'ah la aku setuju sangatttttt. Mesti collection banyak kan. Best sekolah dpt duit $$$$$

Aini O : Tu lah dia. Tak sia2 aku amik keputusan nak sekolah. Makin UP la collection aku tahun ni.

Nurul : *high 5*. Ermm aini kalau lebih bagi la sikit collection boleh?

Aini O : Banyak cantik muka kau....

*confirm besok-besok kene pelangkung dgn diaorang, sebabnya diada-adakan cerita*

I'm impressed this Mak Jah here, trying to "promote" her tak habis2 sweets from zaman sec days. From Mentos Mint to HALLS. Che! Ade kemajuan...

This is Raudah...So long didnt met here. It's so hard to meet each n everyone of us.

Hawa-hawa @ Hawa Rstnt...

Aini....Wani

Wani...Aini

It's great too to see Rabeah comnign along with us... Also long time didnt see her

Muke @ Penat

Yeah! Yeahhh! It's An Update

2010-08-30T00:16:00.005+08:00

Helu ALL!

I know, everytime u clicked asyik muka my father yang sesangat lah hamsem =D I know i've been so-called down-to-earth (Haha! Banyak la tu) lately. What's to expect wif my life busy as day goes by (somemore banyak la tu). I really dont know why this fasting month making me sleepy. I can close my eyes while walking or even standing. Gawddd! That bad. Okay, i'm not updating coz my lappy having a minor prob wif the monitor at first and i kinda heck care with it and then suddenly one day it shows trantrums at me by making it worst and ya duh it DID DID SUPER freaking me out. The next day, i went to Funan, thank God it is a convenient location. I just got back my lappy which i send yesterday. Tsk. Well, actually it got ready on the day itself but unfortunately at the moment they called and informed me, i'm alrdy omw home to Tamp. To be precise, i'm alrdy reaching Tamp. So might as well i collect the next day which today. Yeap! They got the LCD changed. I'm so satisfied with the service. They were efficient. They go to the extent miles to call immediately when the job is completed. I knw some will wait like 2 hrs after then called. Haiyooo. They said it will be 2 to 3 wks, i gez that the latest. But i waited like 5 days, then i received a call that the stock for lcd has arrived. Wahhhh! Gua happy sesangat.
Last Fri, we had berbuka sesama with GFs. Dont wori, i'll update soon. I went to and fro to Funan. Meet with cousin a while since she needs to use my comp despite our respective plan. Thanks for the Hershey's Cookies n Cream and ya also the keychain. It looks cute. I know we've not yet break our fast together, but we will okay. If weekends tak boleh, weekdays pon okay. Lets hunt for food. See, whenever, wherever i'm wif her, food is our main hunt. I'll be updating soon wif pictures but for now u wait k.

Kesabaran itu kan separuh dari iman- Hehe

Guess what??! After 4 mths using it, now i JUST...a few seconds ago figured out how to print screen. I dont know my dear Fujit is diff ya like the owner itself.-Mak!! Pinjam ayat bombastic mak ni. Usually, it supposed by pressing the print screen button and paste to paint program. But mine, i've to press Fn + Print Screen and it'll worked. Oh clever am i after........4 MONTHS =)

Sekian wabillahi taufik walhidayah, wasalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatu- Ceh Ceh! Ceh wah!

OWH! My Daddy

2010-08-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

HARLOOOO EVERYBODY!!!! I know i've been missing in action (word baru kapa) coz intially there's nothing special to write abt or i'm feeling no special n lazy or I'M JUST PLAIN LAZY. Hee =D

Do i need to intro?? Ok, lets me just intro once againn. This is my father. He turned 55th on 30th July. Yeay i know last month. But we tried to make as if it was his birthday. Yesterday, my mum n me went to TM coz me as always tak reti duk diam wanted to go out for some fresh air. And so i decided to go TM.

You know, my dad, his company present him a letter on behalf of Begawan Solo n my dad werkplace stating that as for his birthday, he can collect a regular size cake at any Begawan Solo. Jadi itulah cakenya kat atas tu. Dont ask me why my dad doesnt look at the camera instead. I also just realised abt it.Apologies for lack of picture quality. I'm using the phone camera. What's more i was alrdy very very sleepy and so i slept, meanwhile waiting for my dad reaching home at 1am. What's more, i've to work the very next day. Jadi very sleepy lor. Somemore, my face is very busuk like dat wif the mask hence i dont want u guys to see me later and freaked out. Ok, see here, I wanted my dad to honour the cake cutting. Haha. Yeah! His b'day has past but eventually that was my dad's b'day cake so might as well let my dad feel how it feels like to cut ur birthday cake. Lol. Ya, i know it was a free cake. And the mango cake boleeeeh tahan sedap nyer. There's actually variety to choose like, Chocolate, Coffee, Blackforest unfortunately, the staff inform us dat they've Rum in it. Hokayyyyyyy. SO! Muslims people out dere, just be careful k. You never know. Sharing is caring =)

After that, i ate a slice andwent to bed as i need to wakeup again at 5am to Sahur and i need to work. Tu la sebabnya balik keje bongkang tertido. So apologies aini for the unreply msg. Hehehe

Penakut-Yunalis Zarai

2010-08-19T21:19:00.004+08:00

Tak semua kau rencana akan berlaku
Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku
Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta
Mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja

Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya
Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku
Oh ini tidak adil untuk kau bertanya jika aku mencintaimu juga
Tidak adil tidak adil baginya....

Kau tak pernah cuba memahami aku
Cinta kau ucap tak pernah engkau tunjuk
Dan bila tiba saat ku kehilangan
Beban yang tak pernah kau cuba ringankan

Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya
Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku
Oh ini tidak adil untuk kau bertanya jika aku mencintaimu juga
Kau bukan milikku

Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu
Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu
Kau bukan milikku
Dan engkau pun tahu
Kau bukan milikku

Yeah! I Smiled

2010-08-15T18:03:00.001+08:00

And yeap, i smiled stupidly lar ni '-.- HA HO HE

NDP'10; Live Our Dream Fly Our Flag

2010-08-14T22:20:00.006+08:00

"We, the citizen of Singapore. Pledge ourselves as one united people. Regardless of race, language or religion. To build a democratic society, based of justice and equality so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and progress for our nation".

Oh myyyyyyyyyyyy! Did i just type a WHOLE lot of the Spore pledge??!

K here's the thing. We got tix at very last min. Like 2 days before that. Wells, who cant resist of going NDP? Despite the crowd and all, we still push aside our stubborn and yeah we did enjoyed ourselves. We sang loudly til the lyrics is very hancus and tonggang langgang. We sang the National Anthem proudly and we even pledged. Oh c'mon, when was the very last i sang the National Anthem. Hmm, that was last 2 years during National Day in ITE. YA HA HA! That longgg huh. As everyone (i mean Locals n PR) already know, that this year we celebrated Spore 45th at Padang. So the last i went to Padang in 1999. 11 years beb!

Hokie, alrite. Maciam biasak, do pls make urself at home. Explore multiply also if u're free. Ok go!

*rub eyes* Did i just saw Suhaimi Yusof, Michelle Chia n Denise Keller. Auwwww!

Crowd of Red Sector. Oh yeah! We get to sit the 2nd row. And it was squeezy.

The Motivators

The husband n wife that we make friends over there.

Enjoy, enjoy jugak. Tapi ingatlah orang yang kurang bernasib baik.

Oh Yeah! Oh Yeah! Oh yeah! Hey!

Alamak! Isnt that our Mr.President?? *rise and salute*

Fireworks, the moment dat ~~we've~~ i've been waiting for. I've tried to capture a nice fireworks but it seems a bit tough. This is the best (i think) from the collections.

*rub both eyes again* Isnt that DJ Zan? Hahaha. Kecoh kejap

.... he told me to climb up the staircase so that aku tak nampak pendek. Kecoh lagi

*rub eyes again and again* We also didnt miss our chance to take picture with her too.

Alang-alang seluk pekasam, biar sampai ke pakal lengan. Hihihihi

Pak Ali kelihatan kusut masai,

Duduk di ambing tercongok,

Tarikh Sembilan Ogos sudahlah langsai,

Ahaiii, besok keje ngok! (Haha, haprak pantun)

Til then, my dearest people =)

Selamber Partayyy!

2010-08-12T22:02:00.002+08:00

Last weekend was splendid spent with the cousin at my aunt's place. And since it's gonnna be a longggg weekend i decide to sleepover too spent crazily with them. Haha. My tummy going to explode with HAHA HOHO HEHE. Okey, i dont want to talk or even nag so much. Your are most welcome to browse thru pictures. Oh yaw, excuse us for being a bit overboard of being childish. This is the problem when u mix wif kids too much.

Arent you so dat cute when u were little?

Naked face n i have yet bath u know and yet i still dare to go TM very slack coz we need to grab the tickets as it was selling fast and we already promised the kids. Haha. I'm ALWAYS the last one to shower. Perangai..

We watched "The Last Airbender 3D" and so it was based on cartoon series. If u're really a fan of OKTO, u noe what i mean. It's based on; AVATAR : The Legend of Ang. Oh the boy is cute despite having his head bald. Nak ciummmm je pipi dia yang tembam tu. Astagfirullah! Aini! Kan bulan puase ni. OH YA! I cried and teared in the theatre. Nah! I dont noe why i'm being so sentimental

OH BOY!!!!! Jazrul have grown up so much in height. Almost like my height. OH BOY!! OH BOYYYY!

We both surely missed childhood so much

Lets play fight2

Tengeknyer muka aku...

We were playing some games example, we have to choose any items that we want and we have to create anything other than what the items is use for. Like Sword, it cannot be use as sword but you can vision as if it was a toothbrush perhaps?

Inspired by SHREK(???)

Tears Of Joy For YOU

2010-08-11T22:52:00.007+08:00

"Seeing people change isn’t what hurts.
What hurts is remembering who they used to be."

Frankly speaking, it did did did hurt very much. It's like a knife not only it's been stabbed but been also twirled painfully. I hope i'm strong enough to face the fact very very soon. Well, actually i'm counting the days as well painfully. Counting down to your one big day. It's all gonna be soon. You, being someone else's arms. I've to face the reality soon and it will change. There's nothing abt me so-called special so might as well i let it go painfully but i think that the best of all. After twice of thoughts, it's better seeing you (dat amended those broken heart) being wif someone else rather than me. Like this saying, "If we are meant to be, we're meant to be". We may like or have feelings for each other, but not every liking needs to be with each other. I know we're not meant for each other and i'm not being selfish when it comes to this. When i like someone (dats include anyone even friends), seeing them happy is priceless to me though in the end, i'm the one ended up the opposite *sighs*. Coz being with me, really doent bring anything special to it. I always be the opposite of the good. Hmm, what to do. Nasib badanku. Come to think of it, there's obstruction too. Being someone much much 6 yrs older than me, even ur partner just 2 yrs younger than u. U're someone close with all the 'abgs' at work. I knew too u once u had a r'shp wif someone that's the same age wif me but aha ah i was older than her by months yayaya mcm mcm ah cerita pasal kau zaman ketika dahulu. I've no rights to ranked up ur past. Hmmm. Oh well, what's the use crying something not worth it. No use crying over spill milk. Maybe God trying to tell me something. Maybeee. I did tried to control very very hard, i always told myself u're strong YES! You are but my hearts doesn't seem to go that way. It's uncontrollable. I jolly well know it wont change. I do hope there's always a story behind it. But still i'm normal, i've my own weaknesses too. Am i not being honest to myself? Am i being denial? Am i hypocrite? The least is i learned something from there ='( Aww i'm teared. Teared of joy n sad =)

Oh well! People Happy Ramadhan.

Aku Rase Rase Kan...

2010-08-08T23:16:00.001+08:00

Mempersembahkan Nabil Raja Lawak dan Irma Hasmie.

Diaorang dua ni sweet lar. Jangan ditanye kenape? Ini bagi pendapat dan pemikiran yang aku rase dorang sweet. Heee. Suke sangat-sangat

Best kan dapat partner yang suke buat kita tergeletek hati. Hehehe.

Hari2 mesti tak kering gusi

OLA! I'm back from missing in action of 2 days. Updates will be soon but not so soon. Hehehe

Some Inspiration Indeed =D

2010-08-04T23:00:00.002+08:00

Lets not get emo kays *do the body builder man & showing the muscles off*

Ouh! That picture above is totally cool, nice and everything is nice la. And i...how possible if that cld be my birthday cake. A cake of my dslr, Canon. Possible or....impossible?
Okay budak, don't be prasantan coz the date still longgggggggg way ahead=P
Can't believe am actually think 9oct while we're just starting of August. August Aini august!!! Lol

Each Everyone Of US

2010-08-02T23:16:00.008+08:00

Today, while i'm on the bus otw home. I saw a couple. Not those teens couple. That one can predict alrdy. This one ahhh hah an old couple in 40s. Not all old couple would do that. Obviously, they are husband and wife duh! But what they did to each other does make me smile mcm kerang busuk sorang2 pulak tu. And aku berangan kejap la. Imagine one day, i would want my partner to do dat though we are getting on years. Even if we're in senior citizens years, my partner would still do the same thing. Holding hands together...Old couples when holding hands are sweet, arent they? Awwww ok again awwww

Hokay back to these couple i saw in the bus, they were sitting infront of me. Perhaps both were hungry as they were eating epok2 in the bus but they so loving. Imagine, the wife ate and maybe the crust of the epok2 betaburan at the chest part...Oh did i mention she was wearing hijab. Know what the husband did? I dont know if he know if ppl watching but who cares rite, she's your rightful wife. Kk, the husband eventually wipes and cleared away the epok epok's crust at his wife chest on hijab's cloth. Awwww. Seldom seen old couples did that. Lagat macam org baru bercinta. Tapi si sang isteri tersipu malu gitu. Though i cnt see but hey i'm a young adult...a lady and so i know how dats feel like *blessed*

Then not only dat, after that incident, something came across my mind. I know each and everyone of us always wanted everything to be perfect if they're given a choice. Oh well, this is life. There's no perfect life. There's always roller coaster coming ahead. I wonder if my future partner would be like dat. Not exactly like dat but what matters most was...would he stick with only one? Holds u, stand by u and guide you to the righteous path til aging years til u last breath. Alrite, call me selfish. Yes, honestly i dont like sharing when comes to partner..Who likes it anyway? Sometimes i think dat who would be my UNluckiest partner. Hahaha. I'm sorry to say this again. Sometimes, past just make us be more and more cautious. C'mon at times, i thanked for what happen throughout my almost 21 years of living becoz it makes me strong of who i am today. Standing strong like stainless steel =) Sometimes, i dont quite get it when they're a few, a few means can count with fingers ok! There arent many as u thought it was. Like how can they like me? I mean like dude, i'm sure bore to you..and how can u came across to dat. Oh ya! I dont find myself interesting as compared to others. Yaya, i do have some low self-steem at times. Told ya my self esteem can be tiny as tiny as an ant. And oh, am not interesting either. I'm not sweety pretty girl. And now, i'm sort of forgot how to be in love all over again. Lol. Okok, what rubbish am i crapping here. I dont know, even my mum starts to convo with me abt marriage. Omg! I then quickly change the topic sia. Dont worry, when it's the right time then it's the right time. Might be today or tmr.

Gdnite yaw! =)

Bohe He He He Pt.II

2010-08-01T18:16:00.007+08:00

Continued from the previous post, finally we got the pictures frm Uncle photographer thru Daniella. Thank you so much having the initative to send to us despite teh loading being such a biatch =)

There's a lot but unfortunately these are some which i uploaded are my favourites. Hee

As i mentioned Uncle Photographer's dslr are way far better compared to the rest of us. He sure snapped gd pictures. See for urself. Those 1st three candid. Mak aiiii very natural you...

So when he says 1,2,3.... snap snap snap and he used the continuous shot means once he clicked the shutter the camera will snapped continously till you release it. Hence, bear with it with lots of our photos especially =D

Awesome! We had individual shots too. Jodi dapet lo cek raso gimano ohmik gambor ala2 kt apo tu namo dio. Sto..sto..stodio

Present to you by very big potrait. Lol

Wooow. All of us gets the feeling of being snapped by so-called paparazzi. It's cool at first but in the end semua jadi malu malu kucing nyah

Bohe He He He

2010-07-26T21:45:00.007+08:00

The front view of the venue. I know the place very dark, ulu and very romantic gitu. *ehem ehem*

Me, Aslina, Dani and those last 2 girls were As's pri sch fren, if i'm not wrong. Now it turns out to be Dani's fren. They are bunch of happening ppl. I dont feel awkward at all, they are so friendly. So the atmosphere dere like we've know each other for a long time =D

And more...who we saw? Mariam and Nurul... But they had to leave early. But it was uproar moment with laughter.

While walking to the bunglow, we bumped into Joan Ann. And manage to take photos. She also have to rush for dance practice...

*excites* I'm holding Canon 40D, mine 500D. Greedy me.

Well, all of us got our hands on Photographer's toy lar. Spot the toy in his hands. As! I forgot what's the model. Shld be the pro user la. And the lens, and he told us dat is just a simple lens to him. There's more, like fish-eye...WOW WOW*open mouth*. Hmm we can share his lens since he's a Canon user too. Cool.

Tak boleh angkats. Of coz, he's the professional users compared to the rest of the Canon users. Guess what, all of us are Canon users. Powershot and EOS were majority of them. Like Canon always says; Delighting you always

See, how friendly he is. He's freely to share his experiences and tips while me on the other hand who is still noob man. Uncle!! One day, i get married u take photos of me can? He's a pro so no matter what the subject he snapped is simple but it turns out great. Okok, awesome, coolshit. Oh!, Fyi, he's a photographer as hobby but not career, he travels a lot. he's actually a Financial Advisor $$$$. Oh 1 more, his son is cute la and friendly.. 8 yrs old. Lucky u 8 yrs, if not i will ask u to be my bf. Haha. Aini dont u try to be funneh!

Dont know whos bunglow we took. Asal boleh je kita

Ewah2! Aku dah balik, kau manja ngn budak ni ehk. Aww so cute. *pinch cheeks*

I had an awesome nite, and i was out of energy...
"HAPPY 21st B'DAY, DANI"
May God bless you now and in the future

Long, Longer, Longest

2010-07-24T18:18:00.047+08:00

"Long-layered, long bangs"- Aini ♥

My Fault, My Apology

2010-07-19T22:39:00.005+08:00

Dear fren,
Never did i tot you are aware the changes from the way i talk. I had my reasons for doing so. Never did i tot u flared up into anger when you're serious of what u say while me all being unserious, heck care. Always took your word just like the wind blow. I'm just making sure that i, myself don't put on high false hope. I've learnt my lesson. It's indeed true like you say, i'm always being denial. I always never admits. I always wants my way. My hearts says differently than whats my lips do says. Both do have egos. I had mine and u had one too. I think i had mine ego worst just now. Okayy, since when i had that huh? I know i've test ur patience quite harsh. And thanks for being angry that actually knocked some sense into my head and now i felt guilty. Oh gawd!! To you, i may sound as if i'm not sincere and serious enuff in what i'm saying but truthfully that's the truth. The truth what do my hearts say. That's the answers to all your doubts. I tot u would understand since it's obvious enuff but no u dont =( It's nothing wrong with u. Perhaps something wrong with me. Maybe being emotional and stuff. It's not i dont trust you or other guys, i'm just being a bit careful thats all. Actually, u shld hear how my heart beat racing like, how smiley my face expression like eventhough i always denied saying no. U shld see it, only den it's clear how i'm feeling. I'm truly sorry if i happen to make u angry...It's my wrong. My fault. My apology

Yours truly,
Fren

Eh Yo! I'm Backkkkkkkkkkkkk

2010-07-18T01:18:00.006+08:00

Exclusively dedicated to cousin where ever u are,
Her F-A-V-O-U-R-I-T-E msn line "I'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk".
To where? To go Singapura tanah airku la, gundu!
Looking forward to see u soon yo
*3,2,1 counting down the days*
Astalavista baby!

Getting On Years

2010-07-18T00:13:00.014+08:00

Puh! Am little energetic currently coz i slept 4 hours of nap in the afternoon. Shooo tired, and that explains the unanswered call and msg.
I've sumting to share. I digged old pictures starting from ITE years. That's already 3 years back. But so much has changes in us. Makin jambu and menawan dan bertambahlah keayuan itu. Chey! So in random order...(i am very lazy to arrange in order, fyi)

The years when Nurul was hella shocked coz sumting terribly happen to ermm her ears??!

The part where we had project discussion and our mind became blanked and dried of ideas. Always ambushed the Changi Airport for project meetings. Ouh, i missed dat place.

Hari Raya 20XX..uhmmm, kinda forgot which year.

Pedestrians versus Motorists. Of coz ah motorist wins. They play cheat. Hmpft

Oh man! Oh man! Who's capture this? Seee, everyones not ready but it sure does bring memo to me. Am so touched=')

Higher Nitec 1st year, where Ms Ng was with us. Sadly, she left us way before we end our first yr

Dats, Shahira, Nurul, Aini, Bad, Anna, Ms Ng and lastly Stephanie =)

Paper making event. My classmates...Aww i missed sch and the food too

Aini's sis weddding..And we decide to play around wif the pelamin before it's gone. Hurhur

Our younger days

Rock-IT event. It was awesome event i ever had. And dat guy is our leader ah like dat, if i'm wrong his name was Ken (did i get his name correctly?)

And mid last year hmm dat was 2009, my friend got engaged.. Great. Alhamdulillah.

Grad Day. Eh! I missed the grad day's food too. The food, dessert all so sedappp la

Move on to the future...awwww

Cicher Aslina. During project meeting and boredom strikes

Toilet shot. I missed 30% out of 100% for the toilet. Hahahaha

Too engrossed with project and rushing for deadlines. Shiottt!

BBQ Farewell for Ms Ng..and we sort cabot jap pergi dating kan As kan

Oh dats Izzy. A dance member of Voguelicious. But hey2, he's nice guy u know. Be nice to him and he'll b nice back. Give shit...u noe la eh

Hahah. Cicher kena sabo rabaks per

Paper making again. Ppl pls save paper. It aint easy making paper u know

Project meeting; aini!!! Enterframe je ehk.

Getting all tense and serious

...the years of book keeping. Balance, Profit & Loss, Petty Cash....

Raya Visting wif H.Nitec mates @ Irah's crib

.....the time "Umbrella" song by Rihanna was a top hitlists. Lol

During tourism class. And cicher Hari u still owe us Thosai outing u know...

...some relaxation after school and project dealines going on..

The part where As grabbed Nurul's butts. Hahaha. Squeeze it! Squeeze it!

Here i am getting on years. Hahah.

Weiiii, i'm not dat old. 3 years wasnt much diff.

Okay gd nites!

It's been all along

2010-07-17T00:05:00.008+08:00

".....See for urself, everytime you speak out or confess something relating feeling, always ended hanging as in incomplete and makes me wonder"

My dear boy, i jolly well noe. I'm not gd in expressing out my feeling openly when it come to this. But actions n body language tells it all. But isnt it obvious or u wan me to say it clear so dat u'll understand?? I noe i'm not the girl will express freely, but not me. And it makes me wonder a little while, why do u haf to be worry that u afraid u might say the wrong thing n then i might dont like it and feared dat i wont talk to you again. Hahah ok u're so funny and weird. Sooo, u did care for me. So u abit chickened when i decide not to talk to u again if u say the wrong things dat might get me upset. Alrite. But let me tell u this eh wait! U wont be readin this and so let me rephrase dat...But let me tell this, i'm not like dat. I do wanted to make that feeling known to you, but at a right time. I'm really comfortable with u despite at times i do get nervous for nothing. It's like in auto mode, when in comes to you, i'll get all nervous. The same nervous i had 2yrs back but this.....is way different from dat. Do u noe that? AAAAHA, u dont =( I think u know i like u too but u just wanna heard me confessing, dont u? and so that's make 100% sure to u kan kan kan. I'm trying to backoff slowly frm u but it seems the far i go, the nearer u pass by. This is shooo complicate

Eyecandy Ey

2010-07-15T23:50:00.009+08:00

Whatta eyecandy for the day. Hmm, basically dere nothing interesting today. I kept yawning away and almost slept but still thnk God i didnt snored. Coz when my head starts banging away and den i realise i'm sleeping if i dont wake up'-.- BUT....

In the afternoon, there's some random peeps came and lucky u boys came at the right time where my boss is in. If not, it's all gone in vain for coming here without any appt. Coz im not the right person to tell you in details. Heee but they're sure brings eyecandy time ermm for me =D

How it all started was, at first, since i'm the most nearest to the door. I can sensed shadows that show someone is outside. But i dont give a damn coz if u're smart enough u shld ring the bell. If not, i wont be opening the door. Hehehe. Dengki nya aku =) Then they waited like 2 minutes still the door not opened, but i held my laughter (hehe) and they start peeping thru the glass which is not clear lar to check out whether dere's ppl inside. And so after 3 minutes or so, they are smart enough to rang the bell, while me on the other end answered the intercom. So the convo goes like this

Me : Helooo! (i seem to drag the helooo part)
Boy : Ya! We're from Temasek Polytechnic and we want to enquiry Fiber Optic Cable.
Me: Okay....so are you students or....
Boy : Yes! We're students from Temasek Poly and would want to ask n enquiry Fiber Optic Cable.
Me : Okay, hold on

Blah blah blah, i informed my boss and let them entered. I tot they were tall as in old la but didnt i expect dat they were just like sec sch kids. Hee. And this 1 boy okay ah quite cute ah, the hair a bit long but not dat long unlike mine. Like ala-ala Korean hunks gitu. But he's wif his cap, skinny jeans and skaters shoes i shld say coz the shoes are BIG n i gez u all shld noe how skaters shoes looks like. I can see that he's more to skaters style. I'm impressed. And he was a bit kinda shocked to see me and smile2. Haha and then looking all blur. He's not alone as he came wif an Indian friend. Maybe they came by own vehicle i see they are holding helmets obviously. Young2 dah ade lesen eh. And talked to my boss...coz dont ask me, i dont know. I dont noe why i keep on smiling macam org gila. Haha funny me. Weird oso ah. So the guys wanted to leave, and his Indian fren already walked out so fast but this malay guy. Iyer dia org melayu and i heard his name was Faris, and both of them frm TP, sch of engrg. Where the hell i am going to find out. And so which he walk going out but before that, he turned behind and say thank you not loud but just nice for me to hear =D And he smiled, i mean that killer smile. Oh gawd *faints*
Alah confirm, he's younger than me. Shld be ah. I dont think he's my age. Haha. Wth aku?! And he looks someone familiar. No not someone i knew...more to like a celebrity band. But AHA! he looks a member from Bunkface, Youk. I got wrong at first n i tot it was Pa'an. Confuse la, the face a bit alike la and i got mixed up. Okay, i shall show u how he sort of looks like. See i so good go research pics for you k coz i noe my frens who'll be reading surely be clueless who's Bunkface is =)

Let me introduce to this handsomely guys, from left that is Pa'an, then that is ehem ehem Youk; which look like the "eyecandy" boy. Heeee exactly like dat, wif long hair abit like dat but shorter. And lastly, if u girls are melting over the Caucasian looking guy but fyi, he's malay. He's just born lucky to have mix Caucasian blood, and that's Sam, btw.

Hmmmm *dreaming away with BIG BIG speech bubble* eye eye candy....

Oka whats into me sia?

Quote

2010-07-13T23:27:00.001+08:00

"Sometimes you just gotta let shit go and say to “hell with it” and move on."

So bye2 wak...

Hide And Seek

2010-07-12T13:47:00.002+08:00

Hoping she could hide and teared all within her for couple of minutes n then back to normal. But it seems dat the tears kinda dried up.

The Night Before Friday

2010-07-09T23:39:00.003+08:00

watched movie with them Despicable Me in 3D. We happened to be quite noisy at first esp on the 3D spec though actually it's NOT really our first time in 3D. Heh
Nice story dat i actually teared the part (aku aje gembeng) where.....oh c'mon keep the suspense, so go n watch yaw!

My Weekends

2010-07-04T19:28:00.010+08:00

Morning sky

Double Chocolate White Choc Chip ♥
and.............
Geylang, for some advanced Raya shopping. Hehehe =)

Kopi Jantan Bang?!

2010-07-02T14:28:00.009+08:00

Lolsness. Umm, okay that line "Kopi Jantan Bang?!" reminds me of one citer at Suria spore. The show is Otak Alfie Berdengung if i'm not mistaken. Where Elfeeza Ul-Haq arguing wif Taufik Salleh. And the funny part comes in, where there's this one of her colleagues quite big-sized *trying to sound as respectful as possible* appeared from the pantry and asked that Taufik whether he wants Kopi Jantan in a sort of mak nyah voice. Get me?! No? OKkkkkayyy.........Let put this conversation abt TVs aside. Shoooo away.

Now what is kopi jantan? If u ask me, aku dgn memandai2 ku katekan maybe it's....Kopi Tongkat Ali tak?! U know Tongkat Ali obviously meant for guys while Kacip Fatimah for ladies. I'm so hating all the jamu's. Yea, i know it's gd for blood circulation and so on and so forth. But imagine drinking trumeric which my mum always always use to goreng ikan(for my dad). Imagin dat! Imagine...But perhaps i'll try consider 1 day the ones, the modern ones which they made into pills in a tablet kind. Okayyy, did i scary all of u with pills and all. Hahahah. Well, actually i'm not gonna talk abt jamu's....

Alrite, pardon me for the side-trackking. Actually, this morn when i reached at workplc. Then my tummy nak buat kuih. Paham memahami je lar ye. Blah blah blah. Then, i saw my colleague tgh breakfast. Okay la tu. Dia buat kopi-segera-bawa-dari-rumah, selalu tau selaluuuuu kacau the kopi mixture in the cup with a spoon LOUDLY sesaje nak kasi biar aku dengar dat "TING!TING!TING!TING!TING!TING!TING!TING!" and surely aku ni mesti pusing punyer. But the aroma of the coffee. Fulamak! Kedebaboom sedap giler dok. Somemore, my office is air-conditioned bertambahlah semerbaknya... Okok, wats wif me with all those mushy words. Ugh!

Then my boss arrived, dia cakap Kopi bau sedap and kuat coz from where he entered the door dah boleh smell dah. Now get me how semerbak was it? Visualise ppl visualise. My friend told us dat it was Kopi Ginseng or Tongkat Ali like dat. Kinda forgot coz i aint coffee lover. Am Mocha. (Aini fyi, that's caffeine too) Hahah. Then all of the sudden, terbukak topik pasal kopi jantan? My boss la started first, kopi jantan and all n he's trying hard to react back the same way as the advertisement on the radio. Hahahaha. Cool or wat? I was holding my laughter but i cldnt. I bursted out but still jaga air mukaku =D My colleague confirm terpikir mcm aku jugak. Aper sajer tau boss kita ni. Mood baik. Lau mood hangin hmmmmm jangan ckp...satu office berdengung. C'mon itu sudah pekara biase kan.

Senses

2010-06-30T22:22:00.002+08:00

"We have two eyes and just one tongue, which means we need to look twice and talk once. We have 2 ears and just one mouth, so we need to listen more than we talk. We have two hands and one stomach, so we need to work twice as much as we eat. We have two major brain parts, the left and the right, and one heart, so we can think twice but love only one. Isn’t it amazing that our body parts remind us how to live right?"

Oh it's nicely put and effing true lar

N Ninety-7

2010-06-30T22:02:00.004+08:00

Ya hah! There's nothing new coz i splurged againnnnnn. And i kinda love it yo!
Psttt! The list will be on and on...Hehehehe =D

Okok Yaya

2010-06-25T23:41:00.004+08:00

For this week, T.G.I.F is applied. I dont know why today i'm so in the happy mode. Penat tu penat jugak but my inside berbunga2 gitu. Nope, there's nothing special happen today. Maybe it is because...............aku tak berkerja lar besok. Itu yang buat seronok tu. And and, I can pretend like sleeping beauty slept for longggg hours. And u noe what?! Sleeping along with me covered up my ears wif pillows have been my routine to sleep like dat lor. So which means, bom meletup memang aku tak sedar langsung! And i'm actually counting my payday til the end of the month which is NEXT WEEK! =( Lame rasenyer. And and, i've make an agreement to myself (Insya-Allah) that i'm gonna spend my money wise........ly this time round. Less spending, save, save, save. But i happy wif what i'm spending for all these while. They're actually long term investment gitu ler. Oh yo! Mum just bought a small wardrobe for herself sharing wif dad. While me, i decided to take the big cupboard sebab mak aku mengomel cakap baju aku banyak sangat. Iyer ke? Mcm sikit jer. Macam mintak kene tambah lagi pun ade. Oh well, speaking of tambah menambah, this evening, i just bought a top. A sleeveless top. I also dun know why i'm so into sleeveless with cardigan nowdays. U see, i've to wake up in the morn dahlah serupa macam sotong, this time sotong lagi pandai, abo nak kene perah otak pakai baju ape lagi. And so, i just grabbed my favourites la. Sleeveless, cardigan n jeans. Biase la aku. Macam tak kenal gitu. And baik ah lepas tu g keje, pakai slipper Ripples. Yesh u heard me rite, S-L-I-P-P-E-R. One of the day, i did wore my slipper which i use for going to WET market to work. Now, people tell me, orang mane yang pergi keje office dok kai slipper made in china kan. But u see, when i reached my workplace, i gotta opened my shoes and ya what's the point of wearing high heels when most of my 8 hrs are in the office. Rite? Rite?

Weekends are ahead. Well...actually just started 5 mins ago. Heh
Ya, i nid to clean up my wardrobe and make it organised. Oh no! And sunday, i've wedding invitations coming. It's my father's side. No no, not my uncle. Far far uncle like dat also not close too. I'm not sure whether to go or not. Macam best tengok orang kahwin. TENGOK ORANG KAHWIN bukan aku nak kahwin..Tsk3 *habislah rancangan ku nk diet...Ergh boleh?*
Oh ya, my blog looks so dull coz no pics, no pics. I shall soon. Can't promised. It's just that no inspiration la. Bila ade mood, no inspiration. Bila no inspiration, ade mood. So amaciam. Tak jadi lah....I think i gonna finished up reading my novels which left like 50 more pages n the deadline is tomorrow. eh wait! TODAY!!!!!!

Innocence

2010-06-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

"You see her laughing and smiling with her friends. She seems so happy. She’s good at pretending. You’d never guess she cried herself to sleep the night before."

Sumbang Karaoke

2010-06-21T20:34:00.005+08:00

Lol lol lol =D
if u're clever enough, guess who's voice is that. (Nahh...not me)
Hahaha, can't believe i've the courage to put it here.
Don't play2, buat record boleh pecah tau. Dengan player record2 sekali pecah tau.
Haha, this is just for the fun of it.
Haha. Haha. HAHA. I know it's sumbang...Told ya for the fun of it.

World Cup Punya Pasal

2010-06-19T23:18:00.002+08:00

Let me blog something quite amusing meanwhile waiting for the buffering before bye2 i start my movie online. Like AT LAST! Heh

My big bro suddenly wanted to watch World Cup. There's a match going on. I think Ghana vs. Australia. Guys will always be guys right? Hmm, literally my house can watch but then the Starhub box is in the living room, that's where my mum n me conquered the tv all by ourself. But at first, he asked me if can watch through online something2 connected to the net, uhmm like dat ah. Okaaaaay, i'm so not sure abt this gadget thing. So, he unplugged the box and decided to watch inside. But u see there's no tv inside. There's one bulky humangous TV (pls eh, not LCD or even near to plasma). It is so big that my bro can't carried it alone. While me on the other hand, being the girl of who is not strong enough to carried such stuffs like that. But okay we didnt carried instead we push the cabinet which has the bulky tv on it to my bro's room. Wah dah happy lah yer. He switched on...set up with the Starhub box sekali tu, to find out that hmm, the tv is ok. It's working but unfortunately the size of the image is small. Very very smallllllll. Okok, lets laugh people....As i'm typing i can laughed my ass out sia. Haha, sad ah. Then, suddenly, my next door neighbour came out and brought over a small TV. Okay never mind it's not LCD. Old bulky tv....And ya, both of them currently watching and i can hear them cheering.

Yeah You

2010-06-19T10:28:00.010+08:00

Y.O.U.

The question is; Why am i so keen to know something about ya?

X

2010-06-18T23:47:00.004+08:00

I miss this, last Friday. Thank you!
Urgh!!! Boleh jadi gila macam gini

OH Boy!

2010-06-18T22:22:00.005+08:00

It's just 4 days. And why am i 'tak keruan' ah?!
Before this, i managed to control and handle it at the same time, I can handle it over 2-3 months. Why is it so that i can't now? Maybe if only...... u didnt tell me abt your... But i thank God, u tell me and the very least i know it's not only me dat have that kind of feeling =)

Ya Allah bantuilah Hamba-Mu. Kuatkan dan Tabahkan lah hati ini...

This friday make me sooo gloomy and moody..

Hey! It' supposed to be T.G.I.F, r'member?

Quotes

2010-06-17T21:22:00.004+08:00

"I remember years ago, someone told me I should take caution when it comes to love. I did. And you were strong and i was not my illusion, my mistake i was careless, i forgot, i did and now when all is done there is nothing to say you have gone and so effortlessly you have won you can go ahead tell them".
— Shontelle

Tapi Sayangnya....

2010-06-17T20:02:00.002+08:00

Entah ehk, jejaka yang suke nak memang bila bercakap macam best gitu. When i ask 1 question and confirm kene replied back with 10 answers. Nak menang jer. Dah tu satu hal, ingat nak kene kan dia, balik2 aku yg kene. Rabak lak tu. Just to make the r'shp either frenship alive n kecoh. Tetapi kadang2 tu menyampah sesungguhnya. HMPH! *flip hair* Saya tak suke suasane diam jer. Boringggg. I love someone keep me entertain, cheer me. Aku kalau suke org tu, i'll be attentive to his story and would not be daydreaming abt something else. That's means i comfortable wif dat person be it boyfriends♥ or guyfriends... There was once i was wif an ex wahh ni cite 2003 seh. Almaklumlah, cinta monyet gemilang mase tu. Hahakz. Dia ngah dok syiok berceloteh tu dan ini. Macam2 ah dia cerita but then i dont feel something rare like dat. And so dia dok bercerita, aku on the other line tengah dok berdengkur. Hahahahahahaha. Okok, i know that is so rude. He heard no respond from me terus dia fed-up dia hung up phone. Lepai tu, aku plak yg dok tercenggang tengok telpon tu. And aku buat dek ah. Jual mahal gilerr. Terus dia cari aku. Dia kol balik la. Hahahaha. Okok, sakit perut aku. That was allllllllllll in 2003. Tetapi agaknya bukan jodoh kita kan, jadi sampai disitu sajalah kisah cin & tun kita yer.

Tapi sejak dua menjak ni, tetiba aje satu insan ni muncul entah dari mane. Dug dag dug dag jugalah. Sejujur dan seikhlas saya katekan, saya selesa. Selalu bullied aku. I told dat person "ish nakkkkkkkkkk memang aje ye". Tanye 1 menjawab 10. Makk aiiii *faints*. Sesedap dia ckp "memang dia suke menjawab". Amak lagi *faints*. Kadang2 tu gerammmm je. Tetapi kadang tu aku menang jugak. Dia yang taknak mengaku kalah. Kwakakaka. But biasela la dah namenya lelaki ade sifat ego, rase tergugat dia cuba kene kan aku balik. Dah kene batang hidung aku tahu tak. Tetapi sayangnya.... Yesh, kita masih berkawan. Pada satu ketika dia pernah luahkan, perasaan yg dia pon dok ade feel kat aku. Hehehe *ketawe gatal*. Bila part dia nak ckp tu, aku lak dok pot pet pot pet...tu bila confess terus eh salah dengar kepe aku. Aku cakap ah, jangan nak buat lawak. Tapi nyata betul dia tak buat lawak...jadi selama ni dia dok syiok kat aku juga ler. Lame jugak tu, dalam diam2 dan senyap2 pulak tu. Patotla bulu keti...eh bulu mata asyik jatuh jer. Ish2. Dahsyat! Tapi kenape ehk sejak balik tu 1 bulan perkhidmatan negara, mcm ne entah dia de courage nak bilang kat aku ehk. OHHHH, jadi tetibe mcm biskot tup2 telpon aku rindu lar. Oh rindu baru kol la. Tak rindu, macam biskot oreo la. Tapi satu kenyataan yg dia terus terang. Syukurlah, aku berterima kasih juga kerana dia berterus terang dari terus diam buat aku jadi gelap gelita. Kes naiya tu. Tetapi kan, kadang2 tu aku dok pikiaq la ape yang buat dia de crushed kat aku. Nak kate lawa, Angelina Jolie lagi HOT. Nak kate SEXY, Megan Fox lagi mengeliurkan. Rupa takdelah cantik mane. Setakat rupa sesama manusia tu, bolehlah tahan. Yelah ade 1 hidung dan 2 lobang, 1 mulut, 2 mata wlaupon kene pakai cermin mata, dua telinga check...Semuanya ade tapi saya tahu saya tak sesempurna mana. Dah lah tu boring pulak orangnya. Amaciam boleh tersyiok perasaan tu boleh timbul ehk. Hmmmmm... Aib aib... Betul kata teman sepejabat ku, dia slalu tembak kate2 nasihat dan kene pulak pada nasib diriku. Seperti yg di-ngaku olehnya (teman sepejabat cek ni lah) orang banyak makan garam katekan. Ade satu kali tu, ade ke patot dia kate, dia paham aku sebabnya aku dalam dilema. Memang pon waktu tu dalam dilema. Tgk shoot kene plak tu. Tak padan u. Perasaan dilema la. Adakala tu aku dok diam2 sonyap ajo tu, ngh duk pikir la. Kalau menjauh diri, mesti dia fikir aku tak suke kawan ngn dia. Kalau dok rapat je, kang jeling ngn orang sebelah. So aku as usual nak maintain coool je la. Hakikatnya, aku pon dok tersyiok kat dia jugak. Tapi lom mengaku lagi. Hehehehe *ketawe mentel sementelnya* Tu dia dok sardine jer cakap aku nie denial. Eiii perasan santan la tu. Boleh bertekak tak habis dengan dia ni. Tapi dia ni ade la malu jugak. Setakat ini belumlah nampak malu nye pon. Dengan aku selalu tak tahu malu. Bluekkkkk. Haha. Tapi dengan aku dia main langgar aje. Tapi sayangnya....rasenya takder la jodoh ngn dia. Lagipun aku rase kekok ah gitu. Ish. Tak boleh! Tak boleh! Moga berbahagia yer =D

Yang satu ni pulak, teman gue. Aku panggil dia TTM (teman tapi mesra). Tapi teman sahaja!!
Memang tak dinafikan kita teman...rapat tapi perasaan tu tak timbul lak ehk. Kalau boleh minta dijauhkan. Pls..pls. Takde rase pelik la. Dia ni pulak tersangat pendiam kalau baru kenal. Memandangkan aku ni kawan lame nya, sekarang dah boleh tahan ah, boleh loyar buruk ngn aku. Asam betul! Ade 1 kali tu, aku dok marah dia, yela mane taknya asyik malu jer, macam mane nak pikat perempuan macam gini. Cara cakap pun nak kene aku ajar ke. Ish3. Tak patot. Memang tak patot. Jadi kadg2 aku aku bagi tips cara2 nak pikat wanita. Alahai.... Pening kepala i ni...Yang ni pulak aku berdoa semoga dia bertemu bakal-galfren nya di luar sane. Oit bukan aku la. Jgn nak memandai2 jodoh2 *hint kat aini*

Hmm, sampai la disini cerita luahan hatiku. Buat mase ni aku nk enjoy dulu. Kan ct kan? Kalau aku tanye "CT! bila nak kahwin?" Confirm dia terperanjat yela, asal aleh2 ade name dia include ehk, lepai tu confirm ketawe akak kita yang satu tu. Then dia dok pikiaq jap, lepas tu dia buat muka blanked...Hahaha. Ct I'm watching u. Hahah. Wei. Bilalah kamu mahu balik ye. Kangen nih!

~~Sekain~~ Sekian wa'salam.

Chey! Step forum perdana mane je aku =)

Datin Kejadian

2010-06-16T21:15:00.012+08:00

Before...

HELOO! beautiful ladies, today, as all of u have known that the aini's today went for a facial date. Inilah saat-saat yang dinantikan berminggu2an nak feeling2 tai-tai sehari. Baik...baik! Tak sampai satu hari.

Abo! Today i took a half-day leave and waited aini to finish her sch at 1.30pm. Neber the mind abt dat coz intially our appointment at 4pm. I left the office and walked in the rain. Awww romantika de amor..... U noe what? Otw back home well actually otw to work too this morn, it was raining heavily and gawd the passageway is filled with puddle of rain water anddddddddd worms. Long wormsss. I tot my eyes were fooling arnd but when the thing is moving sliding left and right. What haf u got to say abt that? Huh? Ewww, sudah geli-geliman mannn. Ok dokay, let push aside this eii yer gross thing k.

Back to our facial date. Ya i met aini at her bustop and fast forward k>>>>>>>>> We already reached and thrilled for facial. There's a lots of things that run thru our minds. We even almost gave a second thought abt it. Haha. But nah we still go for it! Yeah that's the spirit. The person in charge, welcomed us and we took a seat at the sofa and fill in our particulars and they served this tea which i dont noe what it was. It was light at first, then when comes to finishing towards the end, i can taste a bit stronger taste. And Ewwww not nice. I dont like. Btw, Jakuns ALERT!! We were really jakuns i tell u. We look the surroundings as if we were just born. And there's this 1 part i lied dat i'm a student(nak mengelak dia cekek duit aku. Hehe) So i said i'm still schooling. Chey! Bukan check student pass aku pon. Itu kire selamat lah. We still sat at the sofa coz there still 1 customer before us and she's using the room with 2 beds. The ambience dah penuh dengan bau2 wangi la of coz duh! Then this beautician trying to promote us the foundation products semua. Ini sudah pekara biasa bagi gue. Alritey, i'm so not keen on liquid foundation coz it's like too heavy..It's good as it's not powdery which make ur face look cakey later on but the smell mak oii. Even aini kena electric shock with the smell. Lol. I love the compact powder ya JUST LIKE BABY POWDER KAN. Afterall, it's a bit expensive lar..

After that, after a few few minutes gone, **STRICTLY FOR 18YRS OLD N ABOVE. If u're not 18, better shoo away. I'm watching u noe** .........we went inside the room. And we have to berkemban. Helo guys there. DONT DROOL OK!. Aini, u noe i noe and they dont. Shhhhh! Heee. I tot they gave us a bathrobe but no instead this beautician told us to wear the kain batik. Dah jadi minah kampung kejap. We were malu2 kucing at first coz haha have to ber-kemban (imagine, like wearing tube only) and there's some stranger we dont know. Takot jadi lain jer. Masyallah! Ade 1 part ni, orang tu dah pegang my arm n belai2 like dat. I was like uhmmm?! Actually nothing lah. Then, we lay on the bed..Then aini her beautician alrdy start the cleansing on aini's face by spreading milk something2 good for removal of makeup. Her beautician yang paling kecoh ah. I was like at the other side laughing while overheard their conversation. Then after dat, my beautician came in and she start tu godeh2 muka aku lah. She cleanse and massage my face. Clean here and there. U noe what, This beautician nye tangan bukan main lembut lagi tau. Very very very soft. Bak pepatah org melayu kate, kalau tangan lembut mesti jarang buat keje rumah =D Next, she steamed my face wif this machine and i dont what it's called. WOW! at first best la. I feel so fresh up but after dat muka aku mcm setengah masak ah n cannot breathe terus org tu cakap tak boleh breathe thru hidung breathe thru mulut. And so i did dat. After the steaming process, she told me she going to extract. Gementar beb! She took some tissue or something n pressed hard at my nose coz my nose got blackhead. I almost teared. But not to worry it wasnt that bad as i expected. It's a bit of pain. But u will be impressed wif the results. Tapi part dia keluarkan blackheads kan, macam chicken-mat-dodol ajer. Asal aku anu tak boleh ah? And i told her to that i've whitehead near my chin near. Ya, she done something abt it. Can see the difference but was told that she cant removed all coz it's my first n she cant forced coz it'll be in pain. Aku la yg in pain tahu tak. Must take time. Couple of facial session. Then next up, she told me that my forehead got clogged. I've heard of it but i'm not quite sure what was it. Aini told me it was some oil that stuck in ur pores. Gross rite?! Gitulah agaknya. Rase2 nya kan, kalau kita tengok kat magnifying tu, confirm teruk ehk. Smua kecik jadi besar. Lol Lol Lol. So my forehead got clogged and u now what she do? She told me she gonna use a needle?! Let me repeat that again. She gonna use a n-e-e-d-l-e to open up my pores to clean the clogged. Eh ye ke? Oklah around there la. It's true she use the needle to poke my forehead wah can feel as if she open up my skin man. But it's not dat pain as compare to extraction. It's just a prick feeling..If u can do piercing n tatooing with hell ya no problem n without a fear, i bet this one kacang only. After the extraction n poke here n dere, she told me she going to trim my eyebrow next. But i say, if dont want can coz for now, i love my eyebrow shape n i want to maintain as it is. TQ! So she went okay can n proceed to facial massage. Wahhhhhhhhh! Part ini yang palingggggg BEST SEKALI!!!!! I almost slept when the massaging process went on. She massage like 15mins...continously...the feeling is syiok ah. Like u pangsai, pee, fart, burp and so on and forth like dat, the feeling is syiok ok. Get me? Afterwards, she applied eye cream arnd my eye area and then applied mask. The mask part is fun...but the smell is not nice but not for long. Once the mask dried up same goes for the smell. U'll feel as if someone sit at ur face. U felt something heavy but then it turns out cooling n hard after a moments later. I mean it's hard for you to talk wif the mask on. As if they applied some cement on ur face. Then, i went to sleep. And i dont noe whats happening to aini at the other side. Hehehehehe... All i know she told me she cannot sleep coz she wants to pee. Suddenly, i realised the room was all quiet, maybe the beautician went out while waiting for the mask to dried up. I dont know how many minutes it took, i only realised when the beautician start to touch my face and peeled of the mask. Hokayyyyyyyyy, the mask turns out be like rubber soft. It seem easily for her to peel. Then she massaged my head, my neck and **STRICTLY FOR 18YRS OLD N ABOVE** she massaged near the breast area.. No no dont get me wrong NEAR the breast area, not breast. Haha. It is so ticklish dat i almost wanted to laugh out tapi maintain vogue gitu. After dat, i'm done first. Yalar, aini start first but then i finished first. Ni, jgn fed-up k =) We both finished and changed and since aini no need to be leceh like me need to wear tudung and all. So she left first since she want to urgently make human nature calls. Heeee. HAH! We have to drink again the tea dat we drank at first wen we arrived. I wondered what tea was that and so out of curiousity, i asked what drink was that? And the person said, it was ginger tea. Hampir tersembur aku. Teh Halia. I sweared i have NEVER EVER in my entire life drank that kind of tea man. Wanna noe whats the taste like, it was light at first dat u can barely figure out what it was. I mean if u're not the herbal drink freak like me, u wldnt noe. My mum told me and i overheard and read some over the net that ginger tea is good for stomach. Esp when menstruation cramps happens. Now...that explains why i keep on farting... *blushed*

So shld i make another trip there? Surely and obviously YES! Coz the service is good and i'm comfortable wif the extraction coz i dont know how is it like when other place extract ur face. Will it be more pain or painless. We'll see how but for now i'm gonna stick with the current one anyways, the place is not crowded with appointments...One more thing note to self, next time tak payah kasi habis air ye aini. Next time, drink half only coz i cant bear and endure to the finishing.

After facial. For aini's, that one u have to aske her. Hee hee =P

i dont think there'll be much difference coz this is my first time.

My face looks much more clearer. Less blackheads. Clean n fresh...But i'm impressed after visting for one time. Hehehe

Excites

2010-06-15T21:49:00.002+08:00

I wanna shouttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!! (Lol ok don't have to be dat long)
Hokey dokey. Yeah huuu aini! R'member ya tomorrow we have a facial date alrite. And i can't wait for dat actually. I mean i am so and so so looking forward for it. Excites and nervous too. I was told dat it will be great but when comes to extraction mak oiiiiii SAKITNYA tak boleh pikul lah. Aini dont u try to scare me.
Do i need to extract too? I guess ya coz i can see tiny bits dots of blackheads which i cant be bothered to think what else products as to reduce my blackheads. I had never ever in my entire almost 21 years of living in this world experience this facial thingy and i just wanna try it out. Mane tahu best giler kan. Hahah. Bolehlah pergi lagi. Kalau tak kirim salam lerr nampaknya.
By the way, do u think i would sleep when they massage my face. Hahah. if dats the case. Look out for my next entry. Teehee. Wohoooooooo~

A Great Talent-Forever My Love

2010-06-13T17:08:00.001+08:00

Verse 1:
The moment we met
I could feel something happening
Between our hearts
Never I thought It will turn into love
A never ending love

Verse 2:
I gave my best to get you
But my heart breaks the moment you left me clueless
Where did I went wrong
Oh dear and now the truth revealed, you love me too

You were stucked in a difficult situation

Chorus:
Oh my darling be strong
Cause I will always be by your side
Waiting for you to be with me
Waiting for us to be together
Forever my love

Bridge:
Me and you went through so much in life
But I'm still willing to wait
Cause I believe there's no one else like you
Be strong my dear and now we'll make it through

Chorus (2x):
Oh my darling be strong
Cause I will always be by your side
Waiting for you to be with me
Waiting for us to be together
Forever my love

P/s. It's an original cover did by a girl. She's local here. Just 17 (amazing kan) Such a nice voice. Sucha talented. And more such and such. Now, i started to love this song. Hehehe

Seperti Pyramid

2010-06-11T01:13:00.010+08:00

It's beyond words. It's all inside. Same goes for you. Okay, a word or two. Happy and awkward.
Why awkward? We still kinda figuring on that one til today
Whatever it is, thanks for troubling to came all down (okay! since u're arnd here)
Thanks for the nice Friday afternoon =)

i know it turns out something unexpected. Now, i guess u shld noe why i kissed u back. It tells it all right

A Day To Cheer Me Up

2010-06-06T15:00:00.000+08:00

HA HA HA

I was bloghopped and stumped upon seeing it coz like very curious like dat.
I clicked the play button and got serious and focused macam paham jer.
About 30 sec, suddenly my laughter explode la.
Tak boleh angkat part dia vibrate muka dia. Kekek seh. I already played like 3 times and i still keep on laughing. Ohmeee, u can vibrate the mascara instead of ur face kan and that would be better.

A Fren Once Call Me Lone Ranger

2010-06-06T01:04:00.002+08:00

Hokay, dont worry ppl. I'm not in the jiwang-jiwang mode. I feel happy today.

I went out all by myself. Not being an anti-social but at times i do have to agree u nid a moment to breathe alone by urself. No, i do still r'member my frens. How can i strike them off. No! NO!

And then, i head down to nlb just to check on some books if there's any interest me. U know i'm very fussy abt books. Which, i dont understand why like dat ah. Then........i saw this book. This very particular book. Me with my sleepy eyes suddenly jadi BIG ah. That book that i wanted to buy, but at that moment the book havent yet arrive frm the causeway. ABO, what am i waiting rite? Before other ppl saw it might as well i grabbed it first. I can be really TYPICAL SPOREANS kiasu-ness. After tat, i loaned the books and belah then. Before that i head to nlb, i went to shop and it's not recommended to go weekends. Very packed. And some inconsiderate ppl just walk sooooooo slow how i wish i cld horned or maybe..(fart ehk..Haha) at their ears to move. Then i go to this perfume stall, wah aku ni mcm dah kenal uncle tu 10 tahun ehk. Talked2 and laughed. Haha yeah we laughed despite my sleepyness. Generally, i'm not his regular cust. I walked to see if there's any catches my eyes and i cant believe i make the same round over and over again and i almost got lost. Hahaha. Ni...Ni...

Tears Over Milk

2010-06-04T13:23:00.000+08:00

"No use crying over spill milk"

I think i cried alottt and now i cant anymore. Haha merepak aje aku.
Alrightttt ta!
I tell myself i can do it! I can do it! Move! Move! Shoo Shoo ! Oh no! Isnt that the word i've been saying to motivate my ownself??! Luckily, i told myself not to put that hopes so high up. Sometimes i thanked for the past because of what's me today. I'm no more being idiot or which can be oso called stupid fool. Haha.
I thanked oso my circle of frens, they are what make me strong today.

Love is Blind

2010-06-02T16:50:00.003+08:00

Love is blind and it can be unpredictable too. Today, u're wif A and the next day, it can be B. Scary uh.
Yesh, true that's life. But how wonderful if we have the ability to know that the person we're in love with isnt the person that gonna spend ur life with happily. So much of wasting time right. Although it bring good to us either the girl or the boy to learn something frm the past n make it better for the future.
To make it worse to get to know bad news which can be quite heart pain ah.
To add rub that in for godness sake, to get to know that the confession isnt one sided.
And hence, it's too late to say all dat
That you're engaged. Your fiancee like heck care abt u. U oso try to heck care your fiance. But still u both going out with each other. She went out with a guy other than u. Then this girl came. She silently like u. Then u make the confession u like the girl and tot she was diff at the same time u had a finacee and will be getting married which is less than a year. Now tell me, what's the point of getting married u both love each other but there's no affection? And u can say, if getting married so be it, if not so be it too. And.................................WHY I'M ALWAYS IN THE PICTURE. ERGH! Now let me tell u, it's not one sided. i like u but i dont want to add another prob to it. Might as well, i keep it to myself. No! I'm not angry. I'm just sad. Pretty Pretty sad. Just f*cking whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Thank Q Monday

2010-05-31T22:17:00.012+08:00

Well, it does tells it all right? It wasnt the monday blues as i expected despite i'm wearing blue today. Hehs. Woo hoo so random aku.
It was something....something dat flash a smile on my face.
And my heart beats fast just like an athlete running to the finishing line.
It was all of the sudden...Unexpected!!
Wanted to give me a surprise uh telling me dat u're back.
Nvmind, though it was a really short convo, unbelievable that u did r'member me.
I know it was late by two days but i really appreciate of u just asking how am i doing. TY! ;)
What weirds me with this particular person is that why do ask a repeat question in one conversation huh?
Like asking me have i eaten? Then 1 minute after dat u ask the same quest AGAIN!. Hahaha. Nervous bradder?! Lol. Yo! It happen the many many times '-.- *smack forehead*

After a while,
that smile fades away.....i shldnt put hopes on u.
I dont want ended up u getting hurt and i getting hurt too.
TY for turning my tedious Monday to something i felt content...

Amik Kau!

2010-05-29T00:44:00.006+08:00

"Di sini nokhtahnya, jangan kau cabar.
Aku bukannya selemah yang kau sangka

Aku tak rela diseksa, haa!

Beranikah lagi bersemuka

Rasakan kuasa, tamparan wanita"

-Elite

AH! Ah-mik kau

p/s currently into lagu old skool mcm yang kat atas tu. Zaman pakai spec besau tu

p/s not bad. Not bad. I've been active update my blog. Lol

Two Is Sweet

2010-05-28T20:00:00.000+08:00

I wrote once dat i won the Ribena contest. 20 lucky winners wins a pair of movie tickets. R'member?! No...No... Not those big-big contest. Just a small ones. Meanwhile, they're some won BIG prizes like Nintendo Wii, Ipod Shuffle, Shopping Vouchers. One lucky winner won a trip to spa resorts. Cooooooooooooool.
Tempting much uh?! It was announced when i try to break the code but i thought it was a gimmick. Like after dat, i checked my email there's was nothing. But after like 2 weeks only then they send me stating that i won a pair of movie passes and i've to collect at the stated address at somewhere i'm not familiar which, beach rd, ophir rd. It's along the The Concourse there btw. I took a 1-day leave to redeem my tickets before it's gone after 26 May. So die2 must take leave coz this office eventually operates only Mon til Fri and office hrs time. I asked the otha' aini if she wld like to join me coz it's on weekdays and i'm sure everyone working or schooling. Hehe =)
Being us the tak pro mana pon. I decide to google the map directory of how to get there. Thanks to high advanced tech nowdays, we get to reach the intend destination. Oh! i even printed the map. Be prepared if we were lost.
NOW! Upon reaching, we were way too shocked to see what a tall bldg ahead of us. We gazed for a short while at the tall tall bldg. And then, we asked the security guard dere, if we were at the correct place and how to get to Gateway West. Ouh, fyi, the bldg is called Gateway. It is divided into two, East & West. After dat, the security guard pointed out the bldg that i intend to go. Selamat kita tanya security guard tu aini, kalau tidak hmmmm selamat la kita kat East nye bldg. Ha ha ha. Then went inside, wahhh terkelu sehhh kita dua. We have to report to the security guard counter to fill in particular for safety purpose. Sekarang modern sgt pon sussah. Mcm2 dan dimana aje boleh berlaku you. Then, we saw lift. Elevator. Not two, not four either more than dat. Arnd 8 like dat ah. I kinda forgot but they are many i tell you. Tak percaya sudah! They are different lift brings you to different level. But all lifts surely go to 1st level. Like, this 3 lifts bring you only level 2-10. Then the other lift brings you 11-20. Get what i mean? So are u on the right track with me? Hokay, lets continue, we took the one dat can brings us to 22nd level. Upon reaching, i get excited coz we made it! I excited coz i saw the company alrdy. GSK....Then the funny part is dat there's a glass door u noe and i simply tot when i stand there it automatically opened but NO! I stand there like stupid and it doesnt open at all. Alrite! Alrite! Laugh ppl laugh. Ha ha ha. I told aini "eh aperpasal pintu tak buka ehk?". And there, we both burst into laughter. Then i said i want to collect the Ribena tickets and that person tu boleh buat muka blurr kat aku. Bukan aper, takot aku ni salah bace. Entah2 dah closing date. Then he said go down 21st level and go to consumer. So apelagi dek ditunggu, turun lah. Skrg kita dah clever sikit, selamat tak ketuk pintu. Aini yang press the button. Itupon kita takot2 jugak. Okla, dah dapat access sekali tu terus blurr lagi kitaorang. Like manusia2 smua kat situ ngn buat hal masing2 and kita ni mcm stranger tgh dok pikiak mane arah tujuan kita seterusnya. Abeh, tanyalah satu olang ni yg dok sibuk ngn bebual ngn kwn dia ni. Maaflah ter-interupt perbualan kamu smua. Cakaplah saya datang sini nak collect ticket Ribena tu. Of coz aku ckp omputih la. Mampus ckp melayu, dia pun dok pikiak2 jer nanti. Straight to the point sudah. Then, kita jumpalah org yg sepatutnya kita jumpe. Baik tau orangnya. Tinggi...cantik...and sexy pon de jugak. Hehehe. Beh tuuuuuuuu, dia suroh tunggu kat waiting lounge beh ditambahnya lagi, de Ribena tu kalau nak amik boleh. Tapi masalahnya, dua2 aini ni, de sound problem selalu, jadi kita tak amik la minuman tu. Takot lain pulak jadinya. Beh terpegun kita tgk permandangan kat luar. Soooooo nice. Kita nampak expressway, nampak spore flyer. Nampak laut. Best tau view dia. Betul tak Aini? Jadilah aini the jakuns kejapan. Abeh tu, org tu bagi lah ticket yang dimenang itu. Dah habis pe lagi belah lah. Tengok dpt 2 x movie money. Hmmm maknanya....taktahu la..
Selepas itu, pergi Arab St, nak beli shawls 4 for $10. Didnt saya mention i'll make a comeback. Nyahahaha =) Lepas borong, perut pun dah lapar kita makan nasi lemak. Full nyer. Perutynya yg full dah. Oh aini QI JI ni ade kat Tamp la. So lain kali kau pergi Tamp jer k. Tak yah g jauh2 noh. Kita singgah Bugis St. Sudah terlalu lame tak berjalan kat situ. Hmm, byk jugak berubah. Ade kedai tak berubah dan ade berubah =) Shop la sikit2. At last cari punye cari t-shirt yg aku nak tu rupenye kat Bugis St ade. Cheh! Aini pon li brg jugak. Happy nampak nye. Cume memandangkan mood shopping kita ni tak ratus peratus, kita beli pe yg kita suka sgt2. Then, kita singgah Iluma. Alahai, nak jugak tgk per yg kecoh psl shopping mall terbaru ni. Hmmm, enter je, wahh peh sikit org. Dah la tu very spacious sgt. Takder yg berkenan di hati. kita ingat nk turon sekali npk sky ni. Ape lagi naik la. Best tu mmg best. Dahlah penat, ingat nk duduk. Tetapiiii, satu buah kerusi pon tak nampak! Fed-up dan terlalu letih, sebat je lah duk kat bawa. Hahaha. Beh npk couple ni. Entahlah dari engkau berdiri kt situ, ade bgsnya duk kt luar dgn sepoi2 angin mcm kita ni. U noe what? We're the only person sit on the floor. Lps tu baru ade org jugak duduk kt floor mcm kita. Cheh! Tapi untuk insan2 yang gila shopper, tempat ni saya tak direkomen sangat se..se..sebabnya boring la. Ade mulianya kau shop kat Bugis St tu. Nyeheheh.

Oklah teman2 sampai disini saje cerita merepek saya. Terima kasih daun keladi, lain kali kita jumpa lagi ;)

Boils Up

2010-05-26T22:19:00.004+08:00

DAMNIITTTT!
Whatssup with today? K siao ah!
It all started early in the morn. I DONT DONT really get it, why must u drag that jerk in the picture? I didnt even tiny weeny mention abt dat jerk. Why must every reason behind is surely linked to dat Fuck! Surely la, if i ask what's one of the reason surely it's him. If he really wanna threatens me, i'm not scared like i used to. I didnt say i'm strong either. But i'm not those scardy-cat anymore. All these while, it make me strong to stand up. If he really wanna threatens me, (i'm so gonnna laugh at this) it shld be done by now. But what's up with months after months ehk? Budget weapon tak cukup ke? *shakes head* *shakes head* *shakes head*. But why all of the sudden u popped that jerk out. I know u want to say something else in the first place which at first dat jerk was not supposed to be in the picture to our convo but and then u still mention abt it. Yea, u didnt mention dat jerk name directly but be it direct/indirect but something linked to dat jerk. WHY?????????????????!!!! Why must u remind me of him? Did u know u're NOT helping me to forget instead helping me to refresh my mind abt it. Cool or wat? Now, after dat see my reaction. I AM SOOO PISSED already and trying to cool down but meanwhile cooling down mentioning relating to dat jerk really add to boiling point. Now lets depends on my reaction. Lets say if i started to put dat jerk in the picture into the convo, u jolly well said i still have feeling for him. And what the fark it is obvious looks like i'm siding with him????! Right? Then wen i decide to keep quiet coz everyone say silence is much far better than anything else. Then, say i'm sad la to hear all those hurtful words of him, that's the reason why i keep quiet. But if i decide to rebel/to answer back in a loud tone then saying i'm cannot take it those hurtful words abt dat jerk. And saying dat i'm overact. Tapi, tengok la what are u talking abt. But still, i IGNORE and maintaining to be cool. Thats y ppl say DONT EVER EVER DISTURB A BEE HIVES and u'll bear the consequences. But u made a wrong turn, and still wanna provoke me and see what had happened. Ape lagi bingit terus angkat kaki. Oh God forgive me. I realised a rude attitude but i think i better ran away before "nice and delicious" words came out frm my mouth and i dont want it to be worsen. So dont ever provoke me when i'm already down. If u wanna joke, i'm dammit fineeeeeeeeee with it. But then, Dont ever drag dat jerk in. What's up with him sia? Pehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bingit je aku. He's not supposed to be in the picture. See who ask u to mention abt jerks? I didnt, and u jolly well noe i didnt like it already, but why must rub it in. Though anyone 1 that relating to him oso i dun like, It means nothing at all. I hear it's like some channels reading news on the TVs. Urgh!
U wanna say me changed, sarcastic, ironic, stubborn, overeacting, rude, i'm fcuking dont care. Coz i've had received worst than dat. I've been too too too too soft-hearted where ppl (thanks ah eh) treat it foolishly. I use to keep quiet abt it but now i dont care. I'm gonna voice out be rude or not rude. Because of you, i began to stand up strong and fight back. Not like dulu like, biscuit dunked with water the result is soft & soggy.
Dont u know, when u start to mention something relating to dat FCuk. Everything just spoils. But who start it first? U...i'm just so sad. Everyone else is trying to help me forget abt it but u help me refresh abt it. I'm so fed-up u noe =( =( =( =( =( =(

Dont worry, fCuk no longer in dat special place anymore. Promise left a promise.

Saran tebuan jangan dijolok nanti tanggung la akibatnya =)

Ahhh! I'm kinda felt relieved a bit. Oh c'mon it's just a rant. Hope tmr will be a good day ahead. Amin~

Eyecandy

2010-05-25T11:59:00.006+08:00

*meltsss meltsss*

I dont noe why out of blue my mind popped out how handsomely Teddy Gieger is.

That make girls like me go...Oooooo-lala~

(Haha that's a smart ass)

NOW! Whatttt?! I'm freaking jealous u noe *rolls eyes*

p/s and this just remind me of my fren yang tak close nye ex-schmates. Haha. That's far. I dun even noe that guy actually. So it's a crushed je coz he intially resembled Teddy. Heh ;)

Overlooked ;)

2010-05-24T23:38:00.002+08:00

Monday is Monday. Tuesday is Tuesday ok aini?

Dammit! Can't help it i guess. I know i'm all excited abt Tuesday. The problem lies is dat i get all excited for tak tahu kenapa and i always overlooked Monday for Tuesday. Especially at work. I always overlooked at the schedule board. Always thought today was Tuesday. Haha. Kalau Tuesday, tkderla aku berada di situ kan. Eh! Eh! Kalau iye pun excited, tkmu lah melampau seh. HAHAHA.
Alright, i applied a 1-day leave with the intention to collect my GV pass/free tickets at somewhere.. somewhere at beach rd before it's gone wif the wind.... A tall bldg name East Gateway n it's the 22nd level. Oh meee. I hope tmr, we wont be lost. Dahlah the both aini's ni mmg tak pandai jalan. Selenge pon ade jugak. Kita jalan harap the expert contohnya, as n fidah fidek kita. Harap2 tak sesat ke mana la kita ye aini?!
It's ok it's ok. From here, we can learn how to get the place we want. For our benefits juga la kan.
Now, it's over 11pm and i'm not yet asleep coz i can sleep late tonite. Yibahhhh yibahhh! Anw, i alrdy sleep while watching the chinese drama. Dah berdengkur dah anak dare ni and didnt washed up pon. So imagine me sleeping with my jeans on, my cardi. Lepakk habes. Then 8.30, woke up mcm org mengigau and washed up smua and here i am stucked infront of my comp blogging, fb-ing and singing wif my headphone plugged in.
I bet i gonna enjoy this week coz, when i'm back at work it's alrdy wed and the nxt day is thurs. Fri, is Ph and Sat i dont haf to work. I only work for 3 days. How i hope this will applies to every week. Confirm happy semua worker including my myself.

Lately, i'm stucked wif this in my head, "What's your name? What's your no?" - Carry out, Timbaland Ft. Justin Timberlake.

Four Wheels

2010-05-22T18:41:00.008+08:00

*shakes head* Aini...aini... exactly 1 week only den u want to update ah abt it.
Hahaha. I jolly well know, karatss rite.
We toured arnd Spore like so-called tourists but in fact we're SG citizens and we're proud of it =D Let me say dat again. "We're prouD of it".
And so, lets start those engine & fasten ur seatbelts...

Mt.Faber; found still-in-use bus station but i dont see any bus there. Bus no 409 from i-am-so-not-sure where to get that. Lol. Mum says frm Bukit Batok or Bukit Merah. Haha, wasnt paying attention (i dun even noe whether this info can be used coz my mum always give wrong info. Heh)
Lau Pa Sat; ate Satay dat i've been craving. It's a nice satay and i dun even noe which stall we get frm. We juz ordered it. The meat is soft juicy. Even the beef is tenderly soft. (Worth the trip man) Ouh, nasib memangggg menyebelahi kita, we got free ketupat. Kirekan Kedai Satay tu on the house lar. Eh that save $2 u noe. I can buy Honeydew milk tea at Sweetalk =P Speaking of food, i'm hungry.
Marina South Pier; cldnt find a parking lot at first. Hey wait! We did, but it was far la dey. So we give that a miss. It's ok prolly next time.
Marina Barrage; lol was greeted by unexpected photographer unlike me =( asked me "asal tak pakai tripod kak". Hmph! Kacau daun btl. I was pissed at first coz i was looking thru the viewfinder aiming for the perfect shot suddenly a chap behind was observing me. Not only terkejut monyet but beruk as well. Then, i was like, oh boy! do i noe u? *evil laugh* Sudah tentu saya tak ckp mcm gtu, so NOT me. I always always always heard wrongly and i tot he was talking abt ipod. Hahahahaha. Ipod kebabai aku. What he meant was TRIpod. He's trying to send the msg dat y dun i use tripod coz it's night and it's soo obvious dat he saw me taking shots of night scene. He gave tips dat nite shots, u nid to use tripod or else the results will be blurr. Yada, it's true and I know but the thing is i didnt brought it wif me. But biasela, u want a nice quality results, u need to bring lens, speedlite, umbrella, tripod and etc. Boleh mati ah. Chey bedek seh! Thought of bringing it at first but i give it a missed. Nebermind, next time i shall bring that tripod along k frens. Yea, i'm an amateur but who cares. Let's learn by here k.

After dat, we went to this place. I do admits dat it has a nice view. But this van full of mamats just spoils everything. Urgh!! So better be safe than sorry, we then cabot in hurry.
We tot of going Karaoke in the middle of the nite, but den, the aini's didnt brought ic. Eh karaoke kene pakai ic per. That's so weird. Afterall, we're so drain of energy, we give it a missed again. Nanti bukan nyanyi, tapi tido kt karaoke room. We went to Ford rd to take some fresh air. There's still ppl though it's already over midnite.

I had my OH-some day =)

p/s. i just realised dat i typed quite a number of 'missed' here and there. Ah! Korang2 your mind dont terpesong k

Human can't live without water (???!) Ainiiiiiiii ! ! !
Them featuring Fidah's silhouette
I angry ni... I angry ni.. Ang-GRRRRRRY

Somehow somewhat i love this. Too bad i didnt brought tripod if not, As would join us in to feeling2
Inilah pepatah orang kata ; Will always be behind you. LOL =D**NOTE to Aini- now u noe what i mean ???
♥ this. It's natural candid
As! Suka-NYA kau ehk

LOMO

2010-05-19T23:18:00.003+08:00

I is loved wif Lomography ♥

Teacher Says After Thursday Is Friday

2010-05-14T11:37:00.001+08:00

Hey ho!
It's FRIDAY ah!! I'm so so so looking forward to weekends. Gah! Literally, who doesnt right? I really need an extra extra extra sleep before i start a wonderful day ahead. So shooooo dont disturb my beauty sleep. What's up for weekends. Erm, maybe stay at home O.o hehehe. This week my sleeping have been stacking day by day again. Very tired esp the mind up here. And when mind is haywire same goes for the things we do. Haywired jugak.
Today, there are some funny incident that happened.

Firstly, today my office light going to end really really soon. It keeps blinking like a disco light as claimed by my colleague. Haha. Then suddenly, he took out his pink IC and showed it to me. Of coz being the blur queen of all, i dont get what he meant. Then i saw Date of birth; 15 May 19__, and i tot today was 15 and i took a glimpse at my watch to check what date is today and it's 14. Still, i dont get it. Mak kauuuuz, sotong betul ah budak bedebah ni. Then, he pointed out to the schedule board only then i understand what he mean all the while. He means that tomorrow is Sat and he have to work OT. Awww! So sad. Dah besar abg kita yg satu ni. And so i told him open table ah ape lagi, after work celebrate wif family since his 4th child also having the same birthdae as the daddy. Wow! Hadiah yg sungguh istimewa tu. Hope he haf a great day on his b'day though have to work OT.

The other one is, just now at work, there's one customer called. Apelah nasib jadi admin cum reception i have to answer the phone. Then this person, he talk so fast which i cant hear him quite clear. But then, i know who called since he mentioned his company which do sound familiar to me. Blahblahblah transfer the call to the boss. After the called ended, boss told me dat this person asked whether we can test the cables that was install arnd 6 mths ago which is last year duh! Coz maybe something not right with the cables and this person anyhow make funny assumption like "I think ah, got rat go and bite the cables" -HAHAHAHAAH. Shockingly, i blurt of laughter that i cldnt control anymore infront of my boss. Then my boss added that this person restaurant ah actually sell Arabian cuisine and he's an Arabian and his restaurant sells wine & alcohol beverages. Hmmmm....-no comment-

Ouh i bought another top comes wif a vest only 10 bucks. And my mum doesnt know abt this coz later i bet she'll surely nag at me because my wardrobe is getting out of hand and here i am adding somemore. Btw, i'm so gonna get that wedge. Tempting seduction tu. Just 28.90. $29 ah kirekan =D Also, to add to the list, i loved that fannel shirt. Just 10 bucks jer. Semuanye gerammm sungguh. Inilah padanya klau good mood. If the opposite, surely i can be a freaky spendthrift. Hahaha. Tak percaya kan

Wah tmr, kueh pau is coming... Aww!!! Confirm, if he wants anything from me, confirm confirm dia buat muka manyakkk manyakkkk kesian ohhh

Okay toodles, i'm run out of words what's more i'm getting sleepy and my brains getting slower. HEE

Enjoy your individual weekends people! =)

Syurgamu

2010-05-08T23:18:00.007+08:00

Segala yang ada dalam hidup ku
Ku sedari semua milik MU
Ku hanya hamba MU yang berlumur dosa

Tunjukkan aku jalan lurus MU
Untuk menggapai Syurga MU
Terangi ku dalam setiap langkah hidup ku

Karena… ku tahu…
Hanya KAU… Tuhan ku…

Allahu Akbar
ALLAH Maha Besar
Ku memuja MU di setiap waktu

Hanyalah padaMu
Tempatku berteduh
Memohon redha dan ampunanMu

Tunjukkan aku jalan lurusMu
Untuk menggapai SyurgaMu
Terangiku dalam setiap langkah hidupku

Karena… ku tahu…
Hanya KAU… Tuhan ku…

Hanyalah pada MU
Tempat ku berteduh
Memohon redha dan ampunan MU
- Ungu

Missed

2010-05-08T21:09:00.005+08:00

Ouh i missed blogging lar. And do u noe that i just woke up from my almost 4 hours of nap. The sleep that have been stacked up day by day. Fuh! *wiping sweat*, and now i felt so refreshed after a good rest. Guess will be sleeping late again tonite uh aini?

One of the day of the week, i went to this coffeeshop to have my lunch. Not the normal ones that i always went. The reason was aleh2, tekak rase nak makan mee. No no not mee rebus, mee siam but instead, mee soto. So i have to walk abt 3 mins like dat. It's not that far. Just 2 blocks away. The last i went there was in 2009 around Oct, i tink. I went to check out if there is a malay stall. Yes, there is and there's more abt it but will talk on dat soon later. I went to buy drinks first. Very thirsty and to add on the weather these days ish3. Pls note girls to wear make-up or cream dat have SPF hokay. If not, ur skins will be darker soon..Aku dah pernah kene sampai belang pipiku and u dun want that to happen to u too rite =)
After i bought my drinks, i wen to the same malay stall. Tengok gaya mcm same kedai but how come the owner different ehk?! I told the pakcik i want mee soto, makan! Suddenly, this pakcik whispered to me saying something...something abt his son. I cldnt hear clearly though. But what i managed to hear was......."his son was a skaters, so he came down to keep a look out. Just being cautious!" Oooooookay. What's up with the son and all. Hahahaha. There's some doubt in my mind too and i asked the pakcik if he was new, coz if i'm not mistaken the stall originally there's 2 women. And now, i dont see any woman that i recognised at all. He told dat ouh yes there's 2 woman, it's still the same stall. His stall la kirekan. Tukang penjaga aje dah beralih arah. And tis pakcik continued saying, 2 woman rite got 1 mole short-short...Raighttttttttt, i dont seem to recall if dat makcik got moles or not. What i can recalled was there's 2 makciks, one short than the other. Sekali tu, bringing to terkejut beruk aku dibuatnya, dia cakap the makcik the short2 one passed away already. Innanilah....3 months already. Besides, fyi, that makcik is not dat old yet. Maybe in the forties. Tapi like this saying; Dah ajal maut dia, apa kita sebagai Hamba boleh buat. Redha sahaja la. After that, i sat down and look around there's have been ALOT of changes not the shop but in aspect of the people arnd. Before this, there used to be tis 1 girl shld be older than me la but she's sort of a low IQ gitu. She acted like a baby girl. Then, got 1 jambu girl, cina of coz...but now it's all gone. No wonder is so quiet..or maybe their shift time is different coz i came at 2 which most working ppl shld already get their ass back to work. Heh

Know what?! I sort of have this wish in mind but i dun noe when will it happened eventually. I feel like i wanna meet my Bro's gf. Going out getting to know my "future" sis-in-law. Okay, what had been told was she's my age. Okay whateva! Age doesnt matter as long she doesnt played my bro's heart that's all. Thank you. And i can see dat my bro loves this girl so much. Somehow, i prefer the i-dun-now-what-no but the white girl mcm cina which she had used to-be had my hp number. So wen she cant get thru my bro, she'll msged me or called me to pass the msg. Not dat she's not insecure type. Didnt do dat all the times. 1 or 2 times. Urgent agaknya. Tapi nak buat macam ne. Dah takder jodoh agaknya. So how my bro gf looks like. Hmm.... Pssst, tis is a secret ok. She looks like 1 of my clan. like.........erm u girls know Rabeah rite. At first, when i saw secara kebetulan kat comp abg aku tu ade picture buah hati dia. Bukan aku sengaja bongkar ehk. Dah terpampang apa boleh buat. At first, i tot it was my friend, i was shouting ARGH! abg aku main cinta sama kawan aku. Stress habis aku. I was noooooooooo impossible. Sekali tu, bukan la. Fuh!!! Selamat! Kasih stress kosong jer. Sekali pandang aja sama. Dua, tiga kali, lain la jadinya. So korang2 figure out la. Nak kate Arabian ntah la ehk. Nak kate Indian tak la gelap sangat. Nak kate Melayu sangat pun entahla. That's y i say she looks like 1 of my frens. Kire kulit dia mcm ala2 Beyonce Knowles gtu. Tapi of coz duh, Beyonce lagi HOT HOT la kan. Tu pasal, abg Jay-z pilih dia sebagai teman sepanjang hayat. Aini!! Wth?!

At present, my bro brought Mr Dot Canon for an outing for some chalet gathering, i guess. Suke ler tu dapat keluarkan. I'm quite worried coz my bro didnt ask anything doubts abt the camera. I mean how to use it. Even i myself at first i purchased it, i was sooo damn damn clueless. Then, my bro very smart ah, he go to the coffeetable, there's one magazine all about Canon 500D user's guide which i always put there. Emergency kit like dat. It's certainly gd book u noe. Much more better than the manual guide. It's purpose to guide u how to capture like that and the tips & tricks whereas manual guide they more focus of how to handle the camera functions & features. Do u think if i were to buy at Best Denki or Courts, will they provide me that book? I dont think so ah. Thanks ah uncle for giving that book for free!

Sidenote; I dun know y i tend to see my hp if there's any "anonymous" frm faraway. Like how are u doing there...did u keep in ur mind the ppl here

I Gonna M____ You, I Guess

2010-05-02T18:47:00.002+08:00

The title says it all.

I'm not gonna hope so much. The past has made me learned not to hope so much on the person/something coz sooner or later it wont be what u expected. That's so sad rite. And yes, it happened in the past and as a result i'm been such a fool idiot keep hoping though i know wont be true.. Stupid kan. Ish3. And so i'm gonna keep it cool now. And yes i can and i'll try.

This is so weird la and awkward too

$$$$ Runs Like Water

2010-05-01T01:39:00.003+08:00

Hello darlings! Today it's officially public holiday and it's my Sat's off week which obviously macam wasted kan. Last nite, it's Saturday morning to be exact, chatting wif aini. It's a nice feeling to let it out though sometimes the other person might not really understand much but once u let it all out baby, it's sure a nice feeling of relieved.

Thank God i had such a wonderful friends around me. Much and much grateful and appreciated. My working mates too, they're such a cool brothers despite how bad day our working life is. Like tis saying; Hidup Mesti Happy. Eventhough your day sux to the core, a little smile u put it on does help a little bit. Aini...aper kau merepek ehk...Ok. ini cume mukadimah jer.

I once told that there's tis guy, nope definitely not my bf or bf-to-be. Hehe. A friend which i chatted long ago which seems desperate and all. And cry like a bitch n stuffs and in the end the convo turns uptight. Haha. Last two days, suddenly, he started the conversation, alrite, i dun wanna be action. So i go along and say hi. He told me that he saw me before somewhere arnd Tampines area. He saw me in the morning, and so elsewhere would i go other than workplace rite. Raaaaightttt! But i dun know, the convo truns out so well. Isnt this much better uh. Talking abt our life, his n mine working life. Sometimes, i recalled back, usually it's me who started the convo but now hey, dia yg mulakan dulu. Impressive. Okok, we're just friends and will still to continue as friends.

Lets talk abt.........work?? uh uh nope. Nothing much to say abt that. It's still the same. Calls n paper to deal with. So skipped that. Lets talk abt shopping. Haha. And so yesterday, after work, i went shopping alone. Just the Tampines area. I dont noe y nowdays i tends be lazy to go somewhere far. Well, TM already considered as far. No wonder, that ex-staff guy told me, "pemalas ehk awak". Haha. Yalah, yalah, betullah tu=)
Then, today i went shopping again. I shopped like crazy at Cotton On. Ouwww, they sooo turned me on. And i bought sunglass for the fun of it. Saw this look alike Rayban type BUT of coz duh it doesnt, fikir aku peh kaya nk jolly duit sewenang-wenangnya. I grabbed this and that and ended over 100 bucks. Shhhhh! Dun tell my mum. Confirm she'll nag at me. Now no more shopping to the core. A bit abit can. Now have to wait another 30 days for payday. Haishh. Oh ladies, do u noe, now at Isetan, Tampines Mall they have a booth for M.A.C. I'm too overjoyed. Wow, see i dont have to travel far to get my M.A.C stuffs. I've been a fan of M.A.C since i was in teens. That was, like i was 15 or 16? Ya, that young. Kecik2 mentel suke melawa. The lipstick is so breathtaking odour. I mean it smelled like sweet cakes, like vanilla. So ladies, better go and get a look of it k.
I bought Cotton On flats again and again it's black. I bought 37. Coz that time i bought Rubi shoes 38, yes it give hell to my feet. I dun understand why either. It got my feet blisters horribly. SO.... anyone out there, who willing to take my shoe, pls tell k. I swear i only wear it once. I can give free to ya. Coz it's such a waste to be thrown.
Today is funny esp my mum. I already warned her countless of times to wear spectacles. See, dun want to listen to her daughter that makes a laughing stock la. She went to BHG to look for mattress while me go to Cotton On and shop. When i reached to the location to meet at 7, i already saw my mum and she waiting for me. Hehehe. Then, she happily told me abt this mattress. Within the budget. Easy to carry. Not too thick. Not heavy. And added that, if we buy that mattress, we get a FREE PILLOW!! Wah punyer suke mak aku.
Then she showed me the mattress she referring to, then she showed me the FREE PILLOW note since i ask for that to see whether it's true. And sorry to sad that.....it's actually written FREE PILLOWCASE!!!!!!!! I was like free pillowcase and me being a bit slow (since terover budget shopping) i was thinking what is pillowcase? Then, i remembered isnt that the cloth for covering your pillows. See, my mum being eager when she saw PILLOW that she didnt realised the word CASE after that. Hahahahahaha. Even the word is long doesnt mean the things that u get is BIG. Get what i mean?

Okok, it's already goin to 2 in the morn. Gonna get catch some sleep. Buttttttt... before i ended my post for today, let me present to u my dad, (I KNOW! MANY HAVENT MEET MY DAD RITE?!) who posing for the camera wif my flowery sunglass i bought. Excuse for the some bare-bodied of my dad. But orang kate sexy per? Itu yang buat mak aku kahwin dengan bapa aku kan kan kan. SEE!!! My dad nose is mancung and i dont inherit that and my hidung is kemek.

Father and daughter trying hard to resemble the late of a singer in the sixties, S.Jibeng and eventually failed la of coz.

Ps. Bapa plus anak dia same gila. Now, u all know where i got this gila vibe from.

Goodnite lovely people. To unlovely people, too bad :(

Sugar High

2010-04-26T21:41:00.000+08:00

"1 thing i realised abt aini is that when...when...aini feeling sort of frustrated, gloomy she tends to grab all those sugar treats eat all her heart out. That's how she expressed to it and she'll feel much better after that =)"

Silence Do Kills

2010-04-25T16:03:00.003+08:00

Ookay, the title shows so called the quote for the day n it's nothing got to do wif wat i'm going to type later. Hah. Btw, just for the info je lor.

Basically today, yes yes yes. It's Sun, and i'm supposed to rest coz i have not yet fully recovered from the day when i got sick=( Though, there have been some improve. && thnx for much for the cough drop that got me so drowsy n that making me all lazy to do almost everything. Yes, as now i feeling a bit giddy. I think i'm gonna take a rest later.

Good news!
Ya, i'm updating from my..........own laptop. Yesssssssssssssssss ah! I think i'll still be using my bro comp when i want to download song. Coz his is cool. Got this software where i can grabbed the audio espacially from youtube n save the file in flv format. Then mine, there's is 1 small window where i can extract the audio out from the vid. Cool huh. Well, that's depends if the audio it's mp3 format. If it doesnt, then u haf to go search thru the net to convert it. So wah-la. Yea, yea, sounds a bit leceh la but it's all worthwhile u noe.
Hmm, speaking of my new ehem2 =D, yes it's pinky people. No! NO! It's not vaio. Well, the Sony Vaio i saw was wayyyy too hot for me. Mine was a combination of white n pink. Well, i noe i'm not a BIG super fan of pink but it rather tells my personality la gitu. Chey, oh god, what am i talking?! So pls, if u dun understand what the hell Aini is speaking just move forward alrite coz i dont noe what i'm directing at too. <--(SEE!SEE! told ya) then i did have a thought of buying macbook the cheapest one la of coz duh. U tink i'm so like tai tai rich spend money like water is it. Bcoz the price for my Fujit(Fujitsu) n panggilan manja, macky(hmph menyampah to the max!) is just hundred away. And since this Fujit is wayyyy down to $1299 might as well grab it rite. And i get a free printer i mention it before. Oh laser monochrome printer which means only black & white. But hey!!!! Printer???? Kire cool wat. And so i busy download here n there, delete the software yg tak perlu sesangat. So it's 90% . Oh i cant get to download that adobe flash player. I oso dun noe why. It keeps saying integrity check not fit...Haish. How!!!!! Heloo, anyone out there can help me? or perhaps advice me....I'm so the buntu already.

Next erm work. alah mcm tak kenal gitu. Mcm biasela routine ku. See paper & comp every single working days. But this week was rather slack for me. I want to cabot at 5.30. Why?! becoz by the time the clock strikes 5, i'm all done. So i waste my time like dilly delly bagai nak rak til 5.30 and zappppp home sweet home.
Idk, currently there's quite a few random ppl send pm to my fb. Kekadang 2 mcm malas nk layan. Balik2 hope to get know u better. How many times must i say. Aku dah tak kuase la. Klau de, de. Klau takde, tkde la. But still, i replied in a simple word..not so long la of coz. Pk ceramah per. Or......is it involve "someone" dat u feel not interested in any other someone. Huh? aini? Heeeee

1 more thing, some of my frens kept hinting at me like who uh?! who uh?! Girls, it's not what u think. We're friends. Klau ade, ade. Klau takde, tkde =) Aww, arent the girls sweet n concern. Love u girls.

I called this fren but everytime i want to press the call button, my heart went like dug dug dug so fast like Singapore Mass Rapid Transit(chey tak perlu eh long form dia). What that means eh? Ntahlah, u noe i oso confused with this n myself. But i always tell myself to relax. Sometimes, it felt awkward. So kekok like dat ah. Argh!!! i dont noe how to put it in words. I cant even put in it action. But i'm sure of 1 thing, i felt missing when he went silence. OK AH! Senang cakap. I missed that person la. HAIYOH!!!!!
See, i'm not good expressing in words and also action.

Set Uh

2010-04-20T21:42:00.001+08:00

I decided not to go into deep too much..
I decided not to give it all too much..
I decided not to develop more deeper feelings...
I tried and tried to push away this extraordinary feeling (which..sudah tentu susah)
Coz i believe in "let nature takes it course"...
I'm very very listless thinking abt it

And Surprise! Surprise! A fren called me almost 12am while i'm sleeping. Ewah siape tak terperanjat beruk ehk. U told me u lost my no tup2 macam miracle ade sms masuk. When i didnt replied, u called me instead wahhhh lagi double2 terperanjat beruk. Dia pesan jangan tanye macam mane got my no. HAHA. Paiseh la tu tapi tak ngaku. Hah.Well, there's only 2 possibilities of "how" he managed to get it. 1) Ask frm the guys my no but i dont think so la. Sebabnyer, confirm the guys will asked why?! for what?! what's wrong?! and all the suspicious questions. While 2) confirm minta adik sister dia, pinjam hp dia jap, n track back my no. Becoz this blur guy go and save my no under phone. Bukan nye susah pon. At last berjaya jugak. And what makes me triple driple shocking was, not even once he smsed me before. It's always the phone call. Hmmm.....That's y i say, like there's an angels called me. LOL

Alright back to work tomorrow, since today i'm on MC. Aslina! Did u spread the virus to me. See now i'm sick too. Doctor cakap, i got virus flu. And my body temperature was normal but i feel my bod heat. Dah sebiji mcm Jacob Black alah dlm cerita Vampire yg terhangat tu. Asyik rase panas je...Hmmmm, mungkin kah. Ha ha ha. Ni...ni kau ni banyak nonton tv..

Bye Sunday & Say HELLO! Monday

2010-04-18T23:43:00.004+08:00

An update abt the makan-makan fair. It's not actually makan where u can see alot of foods. It's the lift upgrading thing. Hence, my mum n me went down already, she decided to kpo2 my blk across there's a polling area. Being her want to kpo2, a lady asked us what's our blk & unit no n we told her so lah. Sekali tu dia check record yg kita dah voted(thanks to mum) n my mum was like enthusiatic saying yes i support. Haha. Sekali tu, i say to my mum let's go the makan area there but unfortunately the lady stopped us and say that the our MP, Mr Sin Boon Ann is coming in a short while n just wait coz there's no people only the staffs. Ape lagi tunggu lah. Fast forward lah k, when the MP arrived, cut the ribbon before entered, sekali tu aku dgn mak aku kene jadi pelakon kononnya berdiscuss la ngn 1 of the staff dia kt situ. Wah shake hand lagi dgn menteri u. Aku pon dpt shake2 as well. Haha. Bak pepatah org melayu; Ambil berkat org intelligent. Ne tahu kot2 kita pon "satu" hari berjaya mcm dia jugak. Chey! Peh jauh berangan taik ayam aku. The last i saw MP was, when i took my Bursary at the CC(community centre la pe lagi) n shake2 his hands as well. And the MP was talking to my mum, Like how makcik, suka buat lift tak? And ya my mum dah warmed up agaknya, dia punyer ghairah dia ckp dgn MP, jeles la org lain de lift everyfloor dia pon nak jugak. Hahah. N making the MP laughing out loud. -.-
Jadi nasiblah aku, harap jgn muka appear kat Tampines newsletter sudah. Dah heboh satu tampines nanti.

And today, we went to Courts. Since it's opening, i've never stepped to Courts. I always go for Ikea n Giant. Arghhhh nk jerit boleh? I saw a camera tripod 3 section k abt... abt 1 meter height plus a video bag can oso be use a camera bag for just $29.90. Good or wat?! Usual price was $69.90. Mahal pe setakat stand jer. But i'm giving a second thought. Thennnnnn, nk jeri sekali lagi boleh?? I decided to check out at Best Denki since they have the laptop that i've been eyeing for. According to my IT genius, lol actually that boy at my werkplace for his attachment pi dah habis pon. I told him abt this laptop and ask whether it's worth to buy. And he told me how much the price n must see the specifications and all. U know being aku-tak-paham-computer-stuff, he jotted down the basic specifications u must have so that it's worth ur money paying so much n relevant wif the specifications. He told me if the specifications is less than what he wrote DONT BUY, NOT WORTH IT. Soo good kan. Now he has completed his attachment, i told him if i have any queries or troubleshoot can ask u rite. He said can but if laptop, he haf a friend who is expertise in that. He only expert in Desktop. U know my workplace, he go troubleshoot n repair the 2 CPU and all become normal already unfortunately, the files before that is gone la. Ok, that one nevermind, as long the thing can still be in use. Good boy. Eh study hard ok.

Back to my story, the laptop that i've been eyeing for. It's $1299 instead of $1499 somemore got Samsung laser printer as FREE la dey. Too bad it's while stocks last. Ok, i dont noe when i can grab that. Coz, yes, i admits that i wanna haf 1 of my own but on second thoughts, my bro's comp will be like only he's using it. Hais like guilty gtu la. Dont noe whether to buy or not. I want to buy coz sometime i wanna bring tat thing out. Sit at library or Mcdonald or maybe Coffe bean n have a peace time for myself. Takkan aku nk bw desktop ngn CPU pi sane kan. Ahhh!!!! Mcm ne, mcm ne? And sumtime i really worried for brother. He's been short of cash lately. I'm not angry i'm just worried to see my loved ones being stressed up abt money. How i wish i've a lot of money and help. I think he got prob. Nevermind i dont want to ask a lot ended up being kpo chi. At times, i wanna help but i myself isnt being paid a lot. But still, i help him out while i can. If i cant help then i'm so sorry, and then after, i felt guilty for nothing. Apelah kau aini. Hope i can get that as soon as i can. Eager to get one of my own. Arghh, rase mcm satu masalah dah lepas. U can go relax.....But there are something that i've not yet achieve. Yah! my list is very very long tak cukup kertas kalau nk diikutkan. Anyway, other than what i want to achieve now others is like not so-so impt. And hahah, ya, i saw this Samsung hp just for $238 only without contract somemore ade red lagi tu yg boleh buat aku giler mcm serigala. Selamat stock kau dah habis, kalau tak giler aku pergi situ. But u see i'm not fan of Samsung when it's comes to hp. My fav is still Nokia. Tahan lama. Cume a bit pricey la. Insyallah klau murah rezki, tukar hp after laptop itu dimakbulkan. Kita cume merancang je. Yg menetukan DIA kan. Insyallah tapi pk balik rase syg pulak nk tglkan Sony Ericsson. Jadi sony, kau jgn minta ampun buat sementare ni. Tahan untuk kire2 4 bulan gtu. Oka bye nk pi makan n tdo. I havent eat my meal for today. I only ate crackers. My meals nowdays are not in order. This is bad man=)

Whenever Involves YOU

2010-04-17T19:22:00.003+08:00

Tell me why? Explain to me why? Give me one good good reason why?
Everytime whenever involve you, the hearts beats just like the ticking clock every second.
I know u dont know, and i dont want you to know.
I'm afraid and i'm scared, if u know.
I dont want to lose a friend. I dont want lose that r'shp.
Somehow i see myself in the mirror & i realised that i'm just not good.
Not very good.
But why are u doing this? Why are u making this?
Why do u haf to make my heart beats as fast every time i heard ur voice.
What are this??
Why do u making me all the cold shivers?
Why do u make me stump every word i want to say?
Why u making me feel jealousy when a girl nears u, holds you.
Why are u asking me if i miss u?
Why are asking me not to smile at other guys?
Why u say feel jealous? Is it for the fun of it?
Why are u always asking me when i want to see u?
Why are u asking ur frens what am i doing currently?
Why are asking me "if i miss u, what can u do?"
Why u feel upset when i sounded bored to talk ur calls?
Why are asking me to call u when i'm free?
Why u imagine how i look since we last saw 2009?
What makes u remember how long was it u didnt call me?
What makes u say i feel happy when u're away soon?
What makes u say i'm happy when u wont be calling me?
Just why boy??

The thing i wanna say but i dont want u to know.......
YES, i'm gonna miss the calls & stuffs everything involve you. I just hope u dont forget me when you're there or when u're back. Maybe, see after the month of May if u still remember me='(
Siapalah daku iniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

How i wish i cld say that to you but i noe u wont understand either. I just dont want to mess up the fren ties we had n making it worst. Coz i know i'm no pretty like other girls. I'm no sexy like other girls. I'm no sweet like other girls. The best way, i'll just keep to myself...
Anyway, thanks for making my days turned out wonderful wif jokes & laughter u made.
I know we love to bicker. I know we dont talked/sounded lovey dovey. I know we love to bangkang menbangkang. I know we dont talked "i, u" instead "saye, wak" and still continuing to talk like that.
But i always pushed away that feeling coz i dont want to get something wrong in the end and hurt in the end. I hope i can cope wif this...I hope u wont forget me the least as.....ur fren =)

Chakalaka Baby Chakalaka Baby

2010-04-17T16:35:00.005+08:00

Comfirm title dier tak irrelevant dengan isi kandungannya. Heh. There's goes another week of the month of Apr for......momento. This week is totally bored for me coz as per normal, work, work, work. The workplace is back to normal. No more cables or tools here and there or all over the place. The boy who is attached to the company from Poly was his last day yesterday ='( This boy he loves to smile showing his teeth. Even when i stared at him, he'll definitely smile showing his teeth at me. Oh yaw, budak nie nye galfren pon jambs jugak. Dua2 macam nk cubit pipit diaorang. Oh, since yesterday was his last day, so we went for lunch together. Know what? It's the 1st time in my whole period of working, makan ade teman. Actually, at times the guys did asked me to join them too but it's either i skipped lunch or i've work so later i go down n eat. This week, mostly the guys at the office. So this is the time we kinda of chit chat sampai tak ingat donia dah. I cant help it but to join the fun as well.

Yes, today in an hour's time, i want to go down for the makan-makan fair. Since my blk is currently voting for the lift upgrading and the one who's excited in my family was my mum. U shld see how cute when she excited abt it. Beria-ia benar. Siap berangan lagi. Selamat tak mengigau sekali. Hehehehe. Dia pon cakapla, "Wah!! Best nanti everyfloor ade lift. Senang sikit". Even the makan2 fair pon excited nk bilang aku. Aku balik keje je, terus cakap psl lift.

Oh o, yes, last weekend we met for shopping. A'ah, kaki kita smua terbakar tau. That was Aini's fav lines. I did some little shopping too. Here are some favourite pic to present to u

"Lu per hal?! Gua tak ada hal"

Ni...ni.. org dah pesan beribu-ribu kali; dah pendek buat secara pendek!
Meet our new BFF(hehe)

Adakah patut dia olang jalan tinggal kan the aini's kat belakang

Wah ewah gembiranya si dia

Bak kata Bugs Bunny; That's all folks =) ps. yea, i'm gonna miss the whole days of may, no one disturbing me, since u're going far away. Ah, jangan balik lupe aku sudah. Aku patah2, puntal2 telinga dia nanti.

Hope This Gonna Be Good

2010-04-11T13:03:00.004+08:00

*YAWNS*
Hello journal. I noe i've been a neglecting u really really bad. Bad bad aini.
So what's happening arnd me when i "suddenly" went missing. There's a lot but i cldnt possibly tell it all.

Monday to Friday HAHA laugh at me ppl coz i've to work every single day. 7 hours man plus 1 hour break. HEEE

I just bought a portable hard disk consists of 640GB. Alrite was a bit meyesal coz i cld get TB...oit TB at almost the same price. Haish. But i always told myself this, wah that TB is so damn bulk la. If i buy it, confirm so big laa. So not me la. U noe i like sumting small n handy but obviously i DONT bring my hard disk everywhere, everytime. Oh the day i bought this thing, i was being made a laughing stock for the 2 times within less than an hour. I dont know noe how the cashier scanned the thing til i was being embarrassed myself like that. Even my frens membership do still haf a longgggg way to the expiry date, she asked whether want to renew or not. Cashier r u on high????! Haha. And everytime, i entered a shop especially Esprit is definitely OK la but when i about to exit...terima kasih yer. The surveillance sensor make a huge loud sound as if i take sumting wif out paying. Shoppers near us make a look as if i took something wifout paying. Wth. Okay what do i haf to be afraid when i didnt do or what's more take aniting. If i do take aniting, i wouldnt turn back n tried to exit again macam idiot!

Tomorrows, back to reality. Work, work, work. And i think i've to be early to attend to him coz there's a new kid being attached to the company for 1 n 1/2 mth. Oh boy, just u wait k waiting for me to open the door for u. Nyahahaha. What's more worst, there will be a fire drill exercise at my workplace area. No! No! There's no fire just an excercise to make u understand how to exit properly wifout panicking for nothing. Thanks eh, the lift will be shut down at that moment n luckily i'm just the 2nd level. Tunggu lift pon tak cantik ah. Just have to report myself. It's easy as ABC. I'm not panicked coz this is my 2nd time. Haha. Berpengalaman la gitu. Hmm what else?
Oh talking abt my workplace, there's have been some adjustment going on at the work. No more looking at the racks aini. Everyday, i'll be watching the door. Yes, the same old colour blue mist door. These days i tends to get sleepy n very cold when it's really damn HOT outside. Wanna know why? Coz the guys put me near to the aircon which confirm buat aku sleepy. But realised, since i've been there for almost to year, which make them know a bit abt me. Aku very pemalas nk bangun. And they squeezed their superb brains, they arranged all the admin machine like fax, scanner, printer, file cabinet etc etc are all placed arnd me 360. They will also be sitting behind me than before across far far away. Yes, the place still look kinda mess up but the guys are good at doing their job. No wonder some company praised them =) Some funny incident happen too, i helped created an account for my colleague n we surfed fb when the boss is not arnd and laughing at random ppl and then we came across our own colleague the myanmar guy. Haha. That guy he's having fun at his kampung man...A long good holiday i guess. Mesti mamat nie jumpa gf dia tau. And we keep disturbing balik kampung confirm gf happy bf balik. Haha. Funny la. Pecah perut seh

Ya, cant wait for later. Shop till i drop. And i'm eager to see my frens too. Wooo huuu!!! And i'm excited to see New Look stores. Haha. So KZ la kau aini

It'a already 1pm, i better shower now coz aku siap peh lambat. Nowdays, i do really take my own sweet time to get ready. Ow, before i go, there's an overdue pics i know i know. But i'm very lazy to upload it here but i managed to up0load at multiply. Jadi persilakan la yer. Adios

If It's Not Meant To Be Then It's Not Meant To Be

2010-03-26T13:47:00.001+08:00

"Some people are allergic to peanuts. But it doesn’t make peanuts bad - they’re just not for you. Likewise, some people are allergic to other people. It doesn’t make those other people bad or any less beautiful - it just means that they aren’t for you."

God determines the things that happens in your lifes. God determines who walks into your lifes as well. If it's not meant to be, its just not meant to be.

Maybe God simply gave those test to help me to be much patience than i was before. Which explains how i failed and fell at the same time last time. Sigh

Aku blues! Aku blues! (bukan R.A. ehk. Ish kuning betul la korang)

Eleventh

2010-03-23T15:03:00.003+08:00

CONGRATS! to the other winners too.

Psssst......Anything familiar (hehehe) Syukur. Amin.

Inilah berkatnya minum Ribena yang memenuhi dengannnn Vitamin C. Healthier choice lagi tau.

*singing the ribena song...its ribena wif lots of blackcurrant*

Now, i've to find time to collect the prize. To implement on saving cost, they dont use postman(yeye oh je aku)

On other handside note, it's really reallllly annoying very much that how could possibly same kind as me do not understand where exactly the appropriate place to do human's nature. Oh my god. To add that, they'd just anyhow suka suka hati aja pee in the lift and left your traces there. Eww! Haiyoh puh-lease spare a thought for others la. There are hundreds of resident will be using the lift for our convinience and when the lift door is about to open there u go, all wet and strong pitching urinated smell. Soooo selfish la. Benci! Benci! I dont care if u want to pee somewhere at the tree or what. Better than lift. Oh c'mon dont tell me it's a kid's urinated coz it doesnt smell like one hor. It's an adult who simply lazy to use their gifted brains to think. Wth!

So annoying la..

Films & Projectors

2010-03-17T20:29:00.003+08:00

Applied leave on Mon morning for Tues. And boy! i was overjoyed the moment my leave was approved by the management within 3hrs all set for me to file it in. Hah that was fast. I thought of having some beauty sleep and me being tak reti duduk diam, surf the GV's site to browse thru some movies. Oh yeah it was such a fantastic timing that Alice In Wonderland happen to be in theatres a week ago. Since, that boy is coming too, why wldnt we watch it n it's kinda suits for children though there's some violence. Not violence some disturbing scene =) At first, having this confuse vibe of watching 2D. And again since, i happen to be on "free" day, y dont i go a bit to the extend of watching 3D. Yeap. It's 11 bucks (woit better than weekends which can costs up more). We head to TM in the morning. When i reached there, it happen to be A LOTS of students frm perhaps international sch. It's bad. However, lucky me, they dont need to join in the Q. Lucky me, they're not watching the same movie. Maybe it's 2D. Sebabnya, 1030 dah sibuk naik atas.

Boy, i tell u. This boy is really enjoying himself wif the 3D it in. Kids will always be kids. U know there's this funny part where u know it's 3D, and the image as if it was soo near to u. This boy, of course my cousin la siapa lagik, was reaching out for something rase2nya dia macam nk capai bende yg ade dlm movie tu. Hilarious sey. I was saying to him, "kau buat pe tu jazrul?" and his replied was "hehehe. dekat sangat macam nk pegang". Haha jazrul...jazrul..
After movie, we ate. Lucky, i came in mentally prepared. Set aside money for food and all. Yesh not forgetting his PSP. We windowed shopping arnd just the 2. Oh my mum, she's had to attend something...something.
Then met wif the girls. It was spur of the moment. We talk laugh talk laugh n that makes the 10-yr-old boy sleepy. Ezah!!! Aku minta tolong sesangat takmahu bebual pasal kahwin every 5 minutes ehk. Hahaha. U making us do look like old.

Khas Buatmu

2010-03-13T22:47:00.015+08:00

I guess i dont update much nowdays, right?

It's not that i'm super lazy or have nothing to write. It's like this. Whenever, my mind is full of ideas to jot it down, i unable to use the comp and when i have the time to use the comp, the minute i was abt to sign in the blogger site, my mind went -blanked-. (wat a long sentence) *breathe* Totally nothing to write abt but the urge is there and i always ended up empty draft post or kept pressing the backspace button. Nebermind til i get one of my own. I'm only planning n He's the one fulfilling it. Yeah man it's hard for me. But as this saying; "patience is virtue" arent they? Uh uh, it's true enough but meanwhile it's torturing =) but i like it coz in the end it's like the best feeling i get in return. For instance, winning gold medal over some match =)

"If there is a will, there is a way"
- Just like how i managed to buy DSLR. It's been a month plus. But do u ever thought how the processed goes? Save, save, save like hell. I have to pause and pushed aside my shopping desire. I saved by eating at home most of the time.

My work....Nope i'm still at the same company. Never did i realised that it's been almost to a year. From zero to ~~hero~~ heroin. Well, actually this week i dont know what's up wif me that i screwed up my tasks given and such. Bleargh feeling n i feel uneasy thinking abt it even when i'm at home. But the next thing i knew, it was nothing serious i like thought. Hahaha. Funny... andddd, recently well it's exactly 1 week, a kid from spore poly just being attached to the company i work. He's chinese n haf girlfriend already. I do always teased him on his galfren. I asked him ur galfren pretty or not n he went blushed. Dah tersipu-sipuan budak tu.Then i answered for him, i said of coz right ur galfren is pretty. Pretty in your eyes n that's y u chose her. Lol. He's a veryyy shy boy. That day, we kinda talk, abt his family, schools and stuffs. I hope u enjoy ur silly brothers & a sister once u know us. And in April mayb there's another new kid from ITE but it's not yet been confirmed. One more thing, 1 of my colleague out of the blues do ask me some bonus question that keep me stammer. The question he asked, "Aini, bila nak tunang?". Oh mee. This is not the first. I've been asked couple of times n different people too. Out of all questions!! Hehehe. Guys, dont u worry much alright, if God's Willing, i'll make sure i invite u guys on my special day ALSO not forgetting my 7bff, for sure.

Btw, i miss the girls lately, how i wish we can meet as 7 again but when..... i envy those people gathering wif their friends.

Why do most guys likely easier for them to find replacement whereas the girls took a wasting longg time to forget n replace. WHY?! Whyyyyy?! Like a friend of mine in MSN, he's was a friend frm chats since i was in secondary sch days. He stayed arnd my area n we nvr ever bumped into each other like in TVs okay. Yada yada, i was being crushed too, that time! Sometime back, out of yellow(tot of changing colours), he starts the convo at msn n asked if i would care for a chat, and i was ok lah. We chatted that i still know him. Then suddenly, he like confessing that he broke up wif his galfren r'shp of 2 yrs last 2 days or last Fri..alamak nk bercerita tapi lupe pulak dah, and he cried like a bitch, he soooooooooo damn sad n all. He expressed that he's the one who ask for a break coz he dont see himself marrying this girl in future. I was ok, let it out boy, let it out if that makes u better. After that, 5 mins of convo, after the whole long chat, things got sour plum more likely dried prunes. He said that can we go another step as in not just friends in chat. Frankly speaking, yesh i do once crushed on u BUT it was back then. What's more u just broke up wif ur girl n dont u need time to heal n all. His replied was short n simple but not sweet "SO?" I opened my big eyes what the heck sia this guy. U go for me coz we've known long enough but hey U JUST BROKE UP WIF UR GIRL!!!! n i was wondering wah so easy for you u find replacement. What happen if one day u did that to me too? Matilah aku..... Somehow, i sort of rejected him n got him angry i also dun why but i do say we can be friend still thru msn, n he said all the chatting was in vain. WHAT?! Are u chatting wif me wif a motive of finding galfren. Gila lah engkau. U think i'm so desperate of having one. And now, we're not talking to each other even both of us are online. No not enemy just not talking =) hmph lagi bagus.

Recently, i've been saving like hell again. There's goes my hardwerk kachings. A comp of my own. I mean i want is my own where i can bring along when i'm outside. My wardrobe is out of control n i cant believed that i'm the fussiest customer just now. I liked my mum's wardrobe n i begged her that i want that n she take the new ones. Coz what impt to me is, bigger the better buts it must have some racks inside. 3 levels is the min.

Now, i'm having ulcer at the tip of my tongue n inside my mouth near the cheek flesh area, Tak best sesungguhnya yer =(

My dearest cousins, i know i've not been active on MSN. I missed that webcamed thing. Ugh! Wait k. Soon..........N guess what that little cosuin of mine just being kpo joining the conversation my frens & me at fb and all of sudden i got heart attack when his name n comment is displayed. Hahah jazrul, u think funny is it asking "who r u guys". Helo! Helo! we're the ones shld ask u instead ehk. Hahahaha. Oh god i missed that boy too. Missed his storytelling. Oh ya, btw, speaking of him, last week i treat this boy any toys that he like but of course on one condition that he have to choose one, if many ur kak ani can faint. Hence, i bought this character, Cloud frm Final Fantasy(dont ask me coz i nvr even heard of dat too) that he chose of course. The reason he chose Cloud over Bleach...yes, yes, yes it does sound like Clorox but it's a Japan/Korean anime. Ok, i was laughing hard abt the bleach aka Clorox thing at first n he's no longer like Ben 10. Not even a day, the body was separated by the legs. It's broken. It's ok coz the sales guys already warned us that the toys is actually for adornment not for playing though the hands n legs can be moved 180degree only. I tell u he's making a VERY HARD decision to choose bleach over Final Fantasy. Hahahah. See the expression funny i tell u. Like choosing a wife. Hahahah

Guess what, i think i gonna stop here. Coz i got a feeling anytime, the keyboard can go technical problem again....What sial..Opss!

Princess 21

2010-03-07T23:23:00.009+08:00

Hi!

I know i took a VERY long time to upload this. I've to wait for my bro's work day or when he's not at home to use the comp. That's life =0

Anddd, last week we celebrated As's 21st birthday at this Conrad Contennial Spore near Suntec. It was a splendid celebration & sleeping over too. Ya, i slept there wif gfs. Aku punyer lar Happy! I missed squeezing sofa wif Aini & jumping shots wif them.

SURPRISE!!!!!!!

Get out of the way. Princess is coming. Dont play2. She's got a wand there. Tak psl dia case spell baru tau=)
HAPPY 21 ST BIRTHDAY ASLINA!!!
There's a lotttts i mean it when i mention A LOTS.. oh! dont be pemalas & click the multiply icon. Thank you

I Also Don't Know Why Terbalik

2010-02-25T09:59:00.000+08:00

I didnt realised it this morn after my bath until i reached work & rushed to the ladies'

"Seluar dalam aku tebalik..............."

(so maknanya sepanjang jalan terbalik la. Haiyoooo)

Tickles

2010-02-22T13:39:00.001+08:00

Today, something quite funny happened. At noon, i selllllldom went out for lunch this days. So broke =(
Arnd noon, i was alone in the office and there's someone knocked at the door. I thought ahhh confirm Bang Posmen maybe got registered letter tat i've to acknowledge kehape. I happily opened the door by pressing the telecom near my desk area tetapi orang tu taknak pull the door & confirm lah he thought the door wasnt yet opened. Padahal! Padahal!
Then apelagi dah, i brisk walked to the door my intention was; dont want to keep the other party waiting. I quickly pressed the exit button near the door and slightly opened the door. Yelah, takot penyamu serang ke. Anything can happen u noe. Macam2 orang leh buat and so me just taking percautions je. Seram i. Aku pandang la disebalik pintu yang terbuka kecil, muat untuk aku aje yang melihat =)
There infront of me terpacak this ~~man~~ guy, uhmm, quite young. Sudah aini sudah! (ok, baju mcm Singpost TETAPI bukan ye, aku je memandai) saying to me about meter. Aku??! Biaselah mcm tak kenal ade sikit techincal prob kat telinga aku. Lain yang disampaikan lain yang didengarnya. I was like,"Oh man! What the heck was that?" Fikir punye fikir rupenye M-E-T-E-R.
You know Power Supply's engineer come for what? = Check the meter(electericity & water usage) get me?
I let him in since he's honestly earning his living. I watched him, to see IF he needs any of my help coz he kept turning & turning around looking for something. Something, something hidden somewhere. Then.......... i only realised that hey! wait a minute isnt the meter is located outside?! Of course i didnt say that to him but still he still standing there looking all so blurr looking for something which i really dont noe what is it -.-'
Suddenly, he said "Oh! It's the next door" O.o maybe he thought the next door's door is also my door. Hais. No wonder he look if there's a door to go through the other door. Hahahahahahahahahaha.
Wah vely paisey already and i just present wif a gesture smile and he left. Andd, that's when i let out my laughter all by myself which i've hold a minute.

Thru My Window

2010-02-14T14:52:00.000+08:00

Dedicated to those got their other half to spend wif on Valentine's day. Gd luck & njoy yourself...Nahhh,i'm not into this categories n not interested. Hee =D

I Don't want much, I just want everything
Thought that I could, do almost anything
One step in front of the other
Thought that I could do it alone

In the blink of an eye, it's just another day
Telling me why, I'll find another way
Got this feeling, got me reeling
I can almost start believing

Now there's me and you
And we are not alone
You and me, we are together now
Through my window, I can see there's
More than you and more than me

Me and you, And we are not alone
Different view, we are together now
Through my window, I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real

I see a spark, it starts a fire
Is this the one worth waiting for?
Thought that I could do it without you
Can't exist like this anymore

Now there's me and you
And we are not alone
You and me
We are together now

Through my window, I can see there's
More than you and more than me

Now there's me and you, you and me
We are not alone and we are together
Through my window I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real
- Bunkface

Throughthefifthfloor

2010-02-14T01:46:00.003+08:00

Was captured today at 10am. I just woke up frm damns-it-was-a-long-sleep, walked like drunkard catwalk wif all the taik mata at my eyes to the kitchen. Hahaha. Oh No! I'm not sleepwalking, fyi. And yo, surprise surprise by the nice fluffy white clouds. Soooo gebu. And pardon for the orang atas punye censored stuffs. LOL!!!!! The best i can get. It's not my first shot. Like i have to take umpteen times to get to what i expect. Did i expect too much? And i edit/played wif the hue, saturation & lightness. I'm still not a pro yet but i will learn. There's a lotsssssssssssssss to learn. And speaking of that, since i just recently purchased tis camera, there's a complimentary (means FREE!) training for 1-day near Habourfront area. *sigh* why so far ah!. I'm still considering abt it & see which date/time suits the best. I guess it will bring benefits to me, since i last missed the SDW course (FREE! but worth $40) by Sony the time i bought my dgcam. Ugh!

Ok ok, nothing new already since it's a long weekend i know everyone noes that. And i'm gonna rest. I washed my 5 days of clothes. Woah! Wif hands ok. I mean hand wash. Ah! Cuba lah. Maybe continue my reading which i stop like last week.

My Thurs class is getting tougher. Starting to speak already. My tongue getting twisted like twisties, n i sort of mixed up this n that. Dont expect to be perfect since i start frm scratch. But will learn. Bak pepatah orang zaman dlu kala cakap; "Ada niat, azam mesti boleh punya".

Andddddddddd, gfs bila buleh jumpa lagi? i know everyone is busy. But it's always like this, all humans. Since most of my galfrens dah berpunye, i kinda imagine, one day we will surely seldom meet. As days goes by, we all get married n have kids of their own lagi bertambahlah seldom meet tu. Mane taknya, yang nk masak untuk anak lain, amik anak sekolah lain yg menghatar lain, nk masak untuk laki lain. Haha. Mesti kekek =) Before that, rase2nya siapa yang kahwin dulu ye dlm tujuh2 tu. Umm, aper kate siapa kahwin dia kene denda. Belanja?! Hehehe. Joking je la. Kesian pulak orang tu nanti.

I'm Flying w/o Wings

2010-02-09T21:02:00.001+08:00

ehem...ehem excuse me for the 90% tak senonoh picure of the above.

i know both my thighs not sooo great but i still love myself.

One of the functions that i like. Jumping shots without blurry movement.

I'm really feeling like flying..but i dun haf wings...

Erm, I Think I Splurge

2010-02-08T10:10:00.002+08:00

I feel so contented rightttttttttttttttttt now!

Happy! happy! *jumping up n down*

P.s. I think those who already know what i'm after, u shld noe what i'm talking abt.

To Die For

2010-02-06T15:30:00.000+08:00

Try this at KFC!!! Egg tart. I've tried. Jazrul haf tried and even my mum at first insisted that it tasted juz like the normal ones. And she was prove wrong. After she tried it, she had changed her mind n began to like kfc egg tart. Heeee

Action!! Mahu tapi malu=)

Stone Cold

2010-02-04T17:20:00.002+08:00

It's been like this since Tues. Just like Aini O having bad headache n i'm having headache as well.
Entah2 telepathy=)
But mine was rather far different frm her.
My head was like heavy je. Boleh melayang-layang. I can manage n walk straightly.
Kepala aku ni, macam ade orang pressing muscle kat dalam tu. It's painless actually. Horkayla, pain a pinch only. Also it affect my eyes, my eyes pulak like straining gitu. Kejang je...
It's painless but makes you feel uncomfortable.
Kalau nak kata aku tak makan, hari2 aku makan. Cume ade hari aku tak makan nasi but i subtitute wif something else like noodles ke, burgers ke...sorf of like dat. But i dont starve myself. Abeh tu, nak kate aku tak cukup tido....sebelum clock strikes midnite dah berdengkur. So nak kate weather hmmm, no comment pulak aku. Sebabnya, aku bukan ahli ramalan cuaca. Tapi ada kemungkinan jugak kan. Cuaca sekarang bukan tak menentu, sekarang tengah cuaca panas beb. Kirekan pukul 12tghari dah panas. Aku lagi 5 hari berturut asyik bertemu matahari. Pagi kul 8, nak pergi korja matahari dah cakap HELO! kat aku. Dah tu pukul 5 petang pulak, bertemu lagi, tapi kali nie dia cakap BYE! kat aku. Nak kate tak cukup air dalam tubuhku, dah kembong rasenya perut aku ni. nak kate stress kerja, mungkin jugak ehk. Asyik terperap je sakit kepala. Tapi heran, kerja tak banyak...Very relaxing. So tak perlulah nk stress kan. Jadi aku rehatkan diri dari mase ke semase. Oit! Otak! kau buat pe kat atas uh sampai kepala aku sakit mcm gini. Teruk ni.

Ya Allah, redakan sakit aku ini.....

Made In Korean

2010-01-31T22:13:00.007+08:00

OLA! (er..i just sounded like Dora the Explorer) -.-'
Tsk. Tsk
Uhm. Erm. Ah aaa, i've got story to share. So everyone bawa bertenanglah ye. Before i begin wif Aini's the Repek Saga that will put you to sleep or even nightmares. Lols. HAHAHA.
This week i got quite busy not wif work but my personal stuffs. Dont believe, then read it!

And so last Tues, i went out wif As just to haf our lunch cum dinner cum supper. Woah that long ah. My dear fren here craves for Ban Mian n me on the other hand got BIG BIG questions n exclamations in the speech bubble. Yet, when i tried it, it's a syiooook feeling eh. I even slurped the soup to the bits of it excludes the vegie as if i didnt ate for DAYS. Ya, so damn damn hungry. Even As witnessed it kan kan kan. Then, we had donut. It's nice to end a meal wif something sweet...And ASLINA! Thanks to u, on 30th Jan, i bought half dozen of donut & brought home so everyone can taste. n i lovedd the u know the tops got almonds. The pronouncation is so tongued-twisted. What alpanco, like dat uh?! I think u shld u know which is which i'm refering. N thnx to u too, i'm addicted to it already....Ish. & my aunt, also say "ah! ngidam la tu" haha my close ones knows me best of all =) . Mum commented that the topping is so kissably melty n also melt to ur mouth too. My Dad is funnier, he say the donut is like pizza. And my dad, is not the modern kind which like to eat modern, stylish, expensive food. He rather go Kopitam or sebelah-block-rumah-aku- Kopitiam n eat dere. Sekali sekala oklah. Coz it's no use, how many tonnes of nice food he still look for Nasi Pandang. Example, he ate Nasi Briyani at the wedding event, okay dah semput dah, but when he reached home he told my mum he wants to eat rice. Woah! Besarnya appetite. I'm not a big eater. My bro, he's a big eater. I think most guys is a big eater. Suka hati korglah, jgn big eater equals to human-eater sudah.

Up next, on Friday, met up wif Ira since she want to see this band specially import from Korean SHINEE(shine-ni), eh STOP!(tat lil kid favourite line wen he's bingit. HAHAH..sooo random) I've never into Korean band, but i love this Korean actor (Lee Dong Gun aka Kekasih Gelapku..CLICK!!) LOL!!!!
Back back to my story, aku pergilah teman dia since i've no plans after work n i give it a thought to myself, why not i give it a try? No harm kan. Just treat an entertainment for myself. And so i met dat girl at Safra Tamp. She travelled quite long distance to pick me. Heh. I sampai tak terkata terharu u noe. Hahah. Then.................the girl infront of me standing is the new Shahira. The new do of her. I like!...So cute =) Ehk! Aku cakap ni sincerely from the hati. Jgn main main.

Fast forward(sbb aku mls nak bebel, nanti da start susah nk stop)----------------------So we reached Changi Aiport. Before that, it was coincidence, we saw Aini O. Iyerla, dahlah at first we were mistaken someone else by her. Can't be lah, since wen my dear fren tu kecut jadi pendek. I bet it was like her, the walking, the hair pon same & kita dua(Ira & me) being the four-ed eyes, terkebil-kebil. OK! AKU TER-SIDE TRACK! BACK TO CERITA REPEK AKU....CHANGI AIRPORT- Wah! Unexpected. I tot we were the earliest but it was vice versa. People=fans already standing=peminat setia. Imagine that! Okay, some dah terjerit2 like very crazy tapi padahalnya, the flight of that band belum landed PON! So what's the use u screaming so crazily, when they didnt heard u? Bodoh kan! And pssssstttt, i even smell some B.O over there. Hahahahaha. Macam2 jenis ade tau, yg wangian ala2 bawang putih, bawang merah, herbs maybe? n it's mencucuk-cucuk hidung aku. Abeh aku apalagi, tarik tahan, tarik tahan. Semput u noe. Takpe, tkpe, exercise. Okay, they landed at 8.44PM n imagine i reached dere at 7.30PM(i cldnt be bothered to see the watch at tt time). Also imagine i'm standing. Hehehe. Kerja gila, kerja gila.

Then, i saw this Kak, yes, by her looks, obviously she's older than us. My eyes was watching her eh bukannnnnnnnnnn eyeing some gadget on her hand. DSLR beb! (takper soon aini) Then, yela aku being muka tak tahu malu, asked her if she's also like this band thing. And she said, yes! Dah bertemu lah jodoh dengan kakak tu. She's a nice person actually. Like a mother to us but she havent married yet. She asked me to take picture of her n my fren tu using her dad's dlsr. Hahaha. First time oit! Best! Gembiranya aku sampai lidahku kelu. And so kita chit chat like mak nenek biaselah kate perempuan sementare menunggu waktu tiba. Then, we met this girl like me tudung girl, and talked. Hahaha. Tak tahula kenapa on tt day kita terover friendly gitu. Shahira yang pemalu pon tiba-tiba jadi friendly. & lucky u, got geng tau. I mean at least that sis pon minat jugak. Bukan mcm aku salah olang uh. But it's ok my time is not wasted. I enjoyed every moment of this. Sweet moment. FAST FORWARD----------------------------------8.44PM okay it's announced that they have selamat landed in SG. Tunggu punya tunggu, tak keluar mamat2 korean ni. Darah i up u noe. Tkper i still sabar. Ugama kita pon tak mengajar kita jadi pemarah. Chey! Bersyarah aku.
Entah ape mamat2 korean ni buat kat dalam tu pon aku tak tahu. Lambat benar. Luggage dah keluar. Empunya luggage lom kua. Kelakar kan. Inikan atas maklumat ketat dari infomer kita. Ahhh! Korang jgn main2 kita de informer tau. FOC lagi siapa nk tolak. FAST FORWWARD----------------------------------10.++++ (betul dah tak larat nk tengok jam dah) , mamat2 korean AKHIRNYA tiba jua. Keluar jugalah. Okay ini aku tak puas hati! Aku dah penat men-record vid abeh mamat2 korean ni bukan nk posing ke hape ke. Jalan je...aku bukan ckp muka dorg masam mencuka. Dorang senyum pi posing la sikit oit. Kasih gempak u noe. Ade tu tutup muka. Ni mesti kes malu agaknya. Hahahah =) Tapi sebaliknya, informer kita cakap takot fans dia nampak naked face dia. Wahai mamat2 korean semuanya. Engkau dah artiste, kau pakai singlet apek ngn kain pelikat pon dorang minat jugak. Sambut jugak mamat2 korg nie smua.
So mamat korean jalan n it happen in a flash like SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSPPPP terus mamat2 nie dah kat dlm bus. Jgn tanye aku rupe mamat2 ni hansem ke tak. Aku sibuk layan vid & bau membau keti** olang. Nak tau google. HEEEEEE=)

Dorang dah naik bus, so kita ape lagi. Lari pon tak guna. Tak mcm depan aku tu, main terjun je dari pe tu barricinade ah gaknya la tu. Macam nk kejar lakinya gitu. Ah gasak kau la budak!. Ada tu yg nk join terjun sekali tu kene YEP!YEP! kene marah ngn mama bangla penjaga. Kwakakakak. Kuang asam jugak aku ehk.
Sejujurnya, aku nak ketawa tapi sikap perikemanusiaan tu masih ade jadi aku diamkan je la. Dah habis, kakak tu ajak kita makan same2. Kita makan Mac. Aku lapar gila. Satu hari aku tak makan. Licin benar meal yg aku order tu. So we chatted abt our life, our family, interests. She's also shared her story abt travelling. How i wish i were her. Then she asked me, "tak keluar dgn bf?" n my ans is simple "ouh! lg senang takder, tkder yg mengcontrol, takya nk repot2 nie smua" sbbnya aku serik asyik mengalah dgn lelaki yg suka mengcontrol n balik2 aku yg merana. Dan terima kasih banyak buat orang tu yek. Sedih tak, sedih kan.
We had our late meal n we went our separate ways. OH! We exchange number too. So we can contact.

"Great mitin u gals n hope u hv rch hme safely..gdnite:-)"- Sis Nora

Thruthfully, i enjoyed myself & it's a great xperience to me.
Okay! Gdnite earthlings.

P.s : Kan aku dah cakap, kalau dah start bebel takleh stop. Eh laser jugak aku kat sini. Hahah. Tahu takper

Penghiburku

2010-01-30T22:18:00.003+08:00

Tak ku duga kehadiranmu sementara
Memberi sinar cahaya yg baru buatku
Dan tika itu jua memetik bunga
Dan berbungalah sekeping hati ku

Kehadiranmu membuatku alpa
Yang kau telah berpunya
Kekasih hati yang kau anggap selamanya
Sudahnya aku kalah dengan si dia

Kemana harus ku pergi
Pabila penghiburku sudah tiada nanti
Kemana harus aku mencari
Arah aku ini

Wajahmu berukir bagai seribu kegembiraan
Yang kau gembira bersama si dia
Tapi aku tetap iringkan doa
Moga cintamu bersama dia kekal selamanya

Where The Roots Began

2010-01-21T16:49:00.003+08:00

"Oh aini, betapa jelesnya aku bila kau menyebut pasal buru?"

Snap! Snap! NO! NO! Not buru. Of coz buru is not one of my top top list(sorrylah cik adik)
Everytime when i read her blog story-ing about buru, i already can imagine. Aini if u're reading this, is it a kampung or maybe something like kampung but modern sikit uh?. Kalau bukan then lupakanlah.
Sekarang aku nak bercerita pasal suasana kampung. Dah agak dah confirm ade yang kate EEEEEEE!! ade yang kate WAHHHHH!! But sorry to say that i dont have any kampung. But ONE FINE DAY, aku pun nk rasa macam mana keadaan kampung. Tetapi aku dah dapat rasakanlah mesti seronok. You know once in a while, relax from work away frm a place called city. So noisy!!!!

While, when u're at kampung u'll feel the wind swipe through your face, rather than pollution air swipe through your face yang cantik manis tu. The nature of the pokok-pokok rather than the pokok being cut down to make paper. No need alarm clock coz the chickens can be your alarm clock. More the better if they have ladang getah(rubber field). U'll experience how to toreh & to get a rubber. Ya, lembu-lembu is a must have so that we can experience where the milk come from. Lols. Oh! The kambings too. Just how you jaga your cats and all pets. Kay, minus the part where they make mess(berak uh pe lagi!) Then, just a walk a bit, and got beach...where here we have to take bus pay the apek layan bontot baru sampai. I know some will hate & some will like the kampung feeling. But i dont noe where to find one. All macam dah extinct. Even pulau ubin dah jadi like urban. Rumah je kampung but no sawah padi(Padi field; where the rice comes frm?) Ahhh tak tahu kan. I dont like sawah padi got vampire a.ka. leech. Alangkah bestnya duduk kampung OK not forever only once in a while.

Mmmm, lepas tu ada pokok buah-buahan. Lagi2 part tu musim buah. Buah rambutan, belimbing, kelapa, durian, mangga, duku, manggis...kecur liur seh. Klau nk buah yg canggih2 tu takada lah. Tengok uh kampung ne kau pergi.
I know people will say, asal seh kampung, bandar gerek what?! Itu lom pergi, maybe u go the wrong kampung yang boring. I want something that i can gain in return. Ilmu, pengetahuan, pengajaran. Wahh, aku bukan nk migrate ke kampung ke apa. Yelah, dari kita pergi tempat yang mengeluarkan duit kita, nk beli Chanel lah, Feragamo(btl ke spell ni?!), DKNY, Versace lah dan sewaktunya dengannya lah, ade baiknya duduk kampung. Jimatttttttttttt cost! Oh lupa kampung banyak nyamuk jadi jangan lupa bawa weapon ye smuanya! Gunakanlah Insect Repellent, pasti puas hati!

Okay! Bila nak pergi kampung ni. Cek tak sabaq betui nih =)

Kenapalah jelly lagi...............................

SevenHeaven

2010-01-18T15:17:00.007+08:00

Uhm, is it 7? 1234567. Good, clever girl. Yes, i'm at work. A really quick one coz i dont think i'm gonna use the comp which i can actually. Wanna focus pocus on my novel. I'm in the middle of a good part... Now, i fall in love again wif Eddie or nama pangjangya Muhammad Andrian Saifullah bin pak long...Eh! Ah! Opocott, Latiff la. No wonder la Ashton.K cabot lari n married a woman wif full instant package somemore.

Grabbed frm facebook..Eh! My friend's fb. R'member i talk abt happy Tuesday on my previous.. previous post. Now tell me which part is by our expressions is likely unhappy? Tell me? Tell me?

Seriously, i cant control laughing & my pee when was surprise to see the outcome of the picture. Cantik tak?! APE DIA? Buruk?! Ni betul2 minta penumbuk ni. Heheheheh =D

Happy benar aku ehk....

Ooooooo, i gotta find my place, i wanna hear my sound......dun care all the pain infront of me coz i'm just trying to be happy...Just wanna be happy........

?????? & Jerry

2010-01-17T19:17:00.006+08:00

You know my mum tends to get this confidently main hembus aje tau without realising that the answer she gave was totally wrong. Nevermind abt it mother, whatever it is, i find it cute to laugh.
So k, was it yesterday or today ehk she made me laughing my bontot off?! Oh forget it. At first, it started like this. Btw, i start the convo first...

Me : I tot of buying a tub of Häagen-Dazs ice cream just beside Denki at Centruy Sq since i happened to pass by.
Mum : Then?!
Me : But when i think twice nahh forget it. I'm broke(actually i'm saving for kahwin, hihihihi, NO!) It's okay next time can buy...Coz i'm afraid that a tub would be arnd $15-20. Same goes for Swensens ice cream, i mean the tub ones.
Mum : (confidently) Ya! Agree! Just like that day we bought Tom & Jerry ice cream. $13++ a tub
Me: ????????????????? 0.o (bunyi macam tak kena sajer) Eh wait! Wasn't it Ben & Jerry?
Mum : Not Tom & Jerry meh?
Me : Of course N-O! NO!..........( i start giggling, all shaking, tergolek already)

Hahahahahah. So cute, right? Now i wondered how did my mum can r'member it was Tom & Jerry but not Ben & Jerry ehk? Is it just becoz the 2nd word was Jerry(s) and so she happily tot it was Tom & Jerry.
Mane tahu from cartoon character to an ice cream. Boleh jadi! Just like Popeyes, kan kan kan

OHGW!

2010-01-15T23:05:00.007+08:00

Ape kebende tuuu? Relax man. Dont gabra-gabra.
Okayyyy! Paper bugs just slide down by itself from the coffee table *inside lame joke*

OHGW= ONE.HELL.GOOD.WEEK (inilah padahnya kalau orang pemalas macam aku nk type panjang2)

Alrightttt, where shall i start my grandnanny's story?
Uhm, let's start frm Mon....but there's nothing new to tell. It's the same oldddd routine which i've been doing for the past 8mths. Cant get it? K, dipendekkan cerita aku ni, sejak aku dah ala-ala adulthood ni, working life uh beh.

Then.....ok part ini aku suke it's TUESDAY, & i'm happy for sure. Sudah tentu aku cukup tersangat bahagia. It's been month-es since we last had some great time together as 7. Catch up things wif each other. I know every1 is drained but for the b'dae girl itself smua kepenatan itu dicampakkan ke belakang. Dah tak toleh dah. K i'm happy & excited at the same time as if aku punyer b'day. Hahahaha. aini...aini... Perasan engkau ehk! Thank you girls for coming at the right time, and aini being the potek she was shrinking her eyes to get a better vision. Itu pon kita lambai-melambai kalau tak....Hmphhhh, tak nampak jugaklah budak tu. The b'dae girl was in shocked state i tell u. Didnt expect/suspect us to be there waiting wif the tummy singing out loud aku-lapa-wei-oh-wei-aku-lapa-ahh. Lepas tu, like in the drama, hug2, want to cry also can. Touching u noe. Then stroll arnd the airport. We chilled, camwhore and chat later then cry...Airport is a very touching location which crying scene mostly happened. *speech bubble* just like the other time where cousin depart. It's was horrible. We all teared like hell and the next minute we laughed like hell. Funny isnt it?

Nxt day, Wed is gone wif the wind.

Thurs, it was a pathetic long day. Run back & forth. Honestly, it was damn tired. I could close my eyes while walking. After work, i had a short class, first lesson to be precise. I make a few friends, in that class. The teahcer is indian whereas it was supposed to be chinese class n we kept having doubt abt the teacher. But i was proved wrong. Her chinese very fluent. It flows smoothly. She was one good & funny. Kay, she's no funny just that she has a sense of humour, that's all. First lesson was just like phonics class. At first i thought i was in the wrong class, singing at the top of my voice. Singing?! I havent yet learn how to speak. Oh! cmon just the first lesson n i still have 11 lessons/weeks left. So Gd luck to me yeay =)

Finally, it's Friday. the day which i've been looking for. I oso unsure y i'm happy abt it though i've to work tomorrow.

Andddddd, i bet weekend surely end in a flash.

My Red Bull Energy Drink

2010-01-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

She calls him "Kueh Pau aka KING KONG".

Then he calls her, "Chocolate Muffin" (payback time!)

& now i'm in the middle of confusing state whether i want Kueh Pau or Chocolate Muffin coz both seems delish sangat sangat dan tersangat=)

and anddd 1 more thing video call wif cousin the other day was kecoh. Macam dekat aja...CT! Okay ani geram tau bila nk cakap ada AJA yang suke tarik microphone. Hmph. Dah tu balik2 bukan telinga dia yg sakit telinga kita yang sakit. Leh pekak badak kalau gini macam. Hahahahaha

However, they're still my energy drink which will never dried up=)

Mak cik love korang semua...

Cool Man

2009-12-31T22:48:00.003+08:00

Hmmm... I know people already kecoh on facebook, tweets & multiply about the year of 2010. For me "Let nature take its course" shall we?

Yeap! My desk it's alrite i knowwwwww getting messy than ever. Oh cmon i cant be bothered anymore. Eversince my desktop got screwed, i get to use the laptop n my desk very spacious u noe. Tengok uh! I can be a clean freak for 1 minute n arranged to where its place. Separate those unwanted pamphlets, flyers, catalogue(s) those frm fast food n etc etc etc...The 2nd minute it'll be all messy again. Waste energy kan?!

And Bro oso had something gooooooooooooooooood for himself in the year 2010. I mean it when it's good.

When i got home, i was surprised that he bought a desktop comp. No! Actually, i hear someone's voice(my neighbour) & the next thing wah sound system mcm kt disco. No! Mcm org jamming. That's better=) Orang semua maju pakai laptop dia nk pakai desktop. Anddd, i love the monitor so BIG tau. Ini kalau tengok movie confirm best giler....Dah namanya desktop so want to use must duduk dalam diam2. N if i use laptop, i can jalan2 the whole house. HAHAH=) Yeah har! Fer now, i'll stick to laptop. I mean his laptop(lucky brother u didnt sold ur laptop!) Give me heart attack seh.

Oh!Oh! i oso like the keyboard. So cute...

This is keyboard

This is the monitor

Sekali pandang macam LCD TV rupenya computer dah....The CPU is big n i guess is Window 7. Yeah the latest. I cant comment much coz i've not seen it yet. I know my bro is a gadget geek. From handphone to games' software to comp to accessories..........wait no! not the watch, bangle all eh. Computer accesories to software n etc etc etc. Oh brother, u oso must save too EHK!

Okay, fcuk Sat i've to work. Yesh, the task is waiting fer me.

To A Friend

2009-12-30T13:34:00.002+08:00

Dear Friend,
Feels like in some part of a novel's character.
It goes on and on and on and on and on.....
"Awak! Jangan lupe makan! Saya concern tau"....
"Ya i know. Dun worry, i wont faint. Why so worry?"
"Yelah! Saya menunjukkan concern cuma orang macam awak je tak faham. Wak! Take care."
"Pape nanti call again" (OH! boy! that's the same phrase after EVERY call) tapiiiii lepas tu tak call. So maknenye nanti tu bukan later but any when lah.
"Yelah! Yelah!" Dalam hati kurang asam betul sempat bahase kan aku. ISH!

Now, my knees felt like a jelly.

From,
Friend

Hobby, Hobby

2009-12-26T21:50:00.001+08:00

Mmm, which one i shld start?

First from the top, i'm teared after sneak peek at the very last. Touching u noe..

Kan kan aini dah gembeng

Afterall, it ended in a happy ending. Weii aku sukeeee sangat. I mean more complete lor. 'Siapa nak baca buku then the ending is *inserts anything u want*. Fed tak?Fed up kan!

Stay Put

2009-12-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

I still still still cant figured it out.
I want want want to move forward.
*a looooonggg sigh* Indeed a long one.
Inhale...1 2 3 exhale...
I want to....
I want...This is strong....
I wanna move but something that holds me back n pulls me back.
Easy, let's say i declared myself defeat..

Fantasy

2009-12-23T20:26:00.003+08:00

I swear I fell in love with Hanif

Cinta bacaan pertama, perhaps? Fine! Sounds odd.

Raaaaaaight call me k siao ar. But i can't help it & i can't stop thinking of this dude.

His blur sotong, sense of humour. Oh gawd! But i can vision-ed *dreaming face*

"Oh kanda Hanif, i'm inviting you into my sleep tonight...Ohhh kanda dinda tunggu tau!".

My Creations

2009-12-21T10:23:00.001+08:00

My 1st attempt. O.K. or K.O.? Please, please minus the pimple i had =)

It's quite shock dat i did it quite good fer my first try. It looks quite cakey there. Not trying to self-appraisal but to me it's good but not really excellent. Difference jauh tau. Tsk, c'mon who am i to beat the professional. This just for fun. I'm not planning to be a make-up artist or anything dat would linked to the fashion industry.

p.s. aftermath, used a lot of make-up remover to remove the eyeshadow esp the mascara. That's was 3 coats. Imagine that!

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Aini Tells Grandmother's Story

2009-12-18T17:30:00.129+08:00

Hey! It's TGIF & supposed to be a GOOD, aye? Why i didnt feel like one
I dont noe why today very boringggggg to maxiiiii......mum. No shiok one, minus the weather. I've been like standing, sitting, swinging the chair, dreaming, yawning, curi biskot & bawa balik keropok ikan since the guys looks like they won't be eating it any time soon & keropok itu berkali2 seru kepadaku. Apalagi mahu ditunggu. Ku amik dah terus.....curi bawa balik. Chey!. I oso even talk to myself. Imagine that! Aini bual sorang lepas tu tak dak orang respond. Sad kan :( By the time, i'm out of here, i'll be cuckoo.

Today, I have to call people to chase after money they owe. Ka-ching! I keep calling them until they recognise my voice alreadi. So visualize me one week i call how many times. Let's say 1 day. Frustrating kan? K, i'm neither loansharks nor cetty mamak. I dont work fer them & they dont pay me. Well people, i'm JUST doing my job & i'm being paid to do that.
Oh ya! The clock at my office here is stucked at 330am & nobody realised that. So i tot at first, wah it's 3pm whereas actually its only 11am. Wat the f..

Somehow, i kinda miss the guys too, havent seen them these days. They always go direct to the site. Missed the wars in the morning. Correction! Good wars. Then that day 1 of them call like i super-ed terperanjat, saje2 nk ganggu olang ehk...while the other guy which is an ex-staff called me like macam tahu aje aku dah habis keje. Siap boleh pretend to be someone else. Sam kehape?! Banyakla. Hahaha. But 1 thing fer sure, merajuk dia tu tak berubah....telur tembelang sudah pecah! That's how i know it's confirm dia punye la. What's more he knows where i stay. Who else kan? But i go along with it. See at times they're can so naughty & cheeky too but actually they're kind hearts. Awww! And they want to plan an outing...again?? Okay the last time was a BBQ pit minus the renting pit. And apa punye nasib tak menyebelahi kita semua kan it was raining like fireman's hose. All the way terperap bawah pondok like the katak bawah tempurung & i was drenched balik sampai 2 pagi. Thank god, that time the next day i'm not working(fine! i asked fer xchange werking sat) & pagi2 bangun wah rumah aku berpusing macam gasing dah. By all means, I shall let them decide where & when....

And tomorrow i'm working... Sedih betul

Recently, i've been rotting at home after werk. I know boring kinda life. I oso tried to squeeze some time for shopping. Dress, tops, biker's jacket (sort of!). To add on, been spending on reading too. Oh bliss! And i had already bought the part 3 & 4. It's like 2 x Oxford english dictionary (ya! that thick). And i'll buy the part 1&2 when i've xtra savings on me. Oh ya! i haven't even started on that yet coz currently, i'm reading the malay novel again. Which means i read it over again la. Yeah! Planning to buy malay novel soon but don't haf the time yet to shop fer it.

Mmm, tomorrow shall lunch to CS all alone. That's y my sec mates labelled me as lone ranger. Since from my secondary's sch times, it was kinda...k k aku nk emo kejap ni..it was kinda sad feeling macam kene tinggal dek pujaan hati pon ada. It's quite terrible, when all my bff was in another N.Tech class. Sad u know & i'm not so close wif the other 2 girls but how hard i protest i still couldnt be wif my bestfriend all. And i tell myself, oh c'mon u've haf to learnt. At times, my self-esteem can be low as an ant. But all this i tell myself "I should learn". And as days goes by, i'm getting close wif the other 2 girls & till date, i'm still close wif my buddy. Close one. *coughs coughs* Ok, we're just friend and never ever thought anything further. C'mon i dun want to ruin a friendship bcoz of dat. I rather like it this way. Plus, working here oso had taught me another step of independent. Like lunch all alone. Always kena left all alone in the office. Ade momok pon sama takot sendiri, pujuk pon kene sendiri. The guys have attempt to scare me regarding something spooky here. They would tell me like..."eh! nur sorang2 tak rasa pape ke?" Then me "HA?! is there something i didnt noe?"....they go on "ne tahu de....jeng3...ahhh"...Okay enuff, aku dah seram sejuk ni. Pape pon aku sedapkan hati aku ajela. But sometimes, aku kunci pintu n *byebye aini cabots lari* ps. yesh, my colleagues call me, NUR=cahaya, rather than AINI=mataku. So aku pon pasangla speech bubble "Cahaya! Cahaya!" rather than they call "mataku, mataku" macam uh tak kene je. Like calling ur own eyes. Heheheh. Okay ppl get me? Fine! aku bual sendiri. At times, they're confused dun noe which one to call me. Nk panggil nur ke, aini ke, ni ke...But boys i already knows ur voice already la. Some part, they'll call me at the office n tried to make a girl's voice, action2 jadi customer asking for cables & oso action2 jadi customer from Shanghai siap dengan Chinese accent which i totally zero on that, then siap inform lagi 'dia handsome dari jackie chan' Lebih handsome bukan kurang...then lepas tu cakap 'handsome macam Brad Pitt'. ohmeegood boleh angkat tak?!. I almost fall the trick by the Shanghai part. One sec, i tot it was them another second i tot it was real customer, another sec them then customer. oh gawd! Afterall, we all burst out laughing.

Alrite! Imma out of here coz i'm hungry....Eh aku lapar uh. My tummy dah keroncong. Haha :)

A Date Wif My...

2009-12-07T21:39:00.006+08:00

my MUM. Oh kay, korang pikir pe hah?

Yesterday's afternoon hmm nearly evening. Had a super date with my bestest friend, oi mak aku la. I had this manyak...manyakkk...manyakkkkk tsk3 mengidam kalah org bawa budak woo. But of coz, i'm not carrying a child, fyi. And now, i'm getting a bit tembs as people always giving me food esp my collegues here, who take good care of me. Make sure i dont get pengsan =) HAHA. Lu bradder rock uh! Okay, one of them gonna left us soon like in 2 days time. Got a good offer which *tooot tooot* tip top secret fer u to know. Sorry uh, this is betul2 secret between my collegues & me. Hehehe. Frankly, i also not gonna stay in the company fer long. It's not that i dont like. I 'd like here, the environment. Eh pause! environment poor habes siak. Mekakak aje. Tong2 sane, ting2 sini then KEBEBABOOM.....!!!! Can die heart stress macam gini.
Everything else other than i mention is simply fine. It's just that i wanna explore diff things. Studying, dont ask me, coz i dont have the confirm ans yet.

Talking abt my date, okay a nice meal with my mum. She's kecoh talking abt the food like "Eh ade mocha?! Nak! Nak! Best"....then.... "Eh! De Lasagne , sedapnya" ....then..."Eh ice cream, tk nak uh.oh ade cake sekali...nak jugak la". Wah! Like at first dia action sama saya cakap tak nak makan sebab dah makan. Sekali tu, semua dia nak. Yelah, bila masanya nak rasa makan tempat2 yang ade UP sikit dan bila masenya nk rase anak belanja. Gunakan lah kesempatan itu sebaiknya. Kan kan kan. And so we dined at Pizza Hut & it's my treat. Aini on the house la katekan.

Beef Lasagna, Chicken Royale, Emerald Sparkle(nice!), Hot Mocha & Warm chocolate w/ Icecream

Polaroid time!!

"Okay, i'm so dead"

cant get enough? Click Mutiply. Tak nampak jugak call operator 100 for assistance. Thanks.
Calo beteh...

&& cousin, pls come back soon.. I mean make sure it's fer longgggg good. Coz, we can go out & plan the Sentosa thingy like we plan....

To find out...Jeng, jeng, jeng

Gifted Talents

2009-11-30T19:43:00.000+08:00

Oh my my, i'm so lost of werds.

Amazing sand painting...Incredibly lovely painting...

There's a lot at youtube. Just click youtube icon on the video (duh!bottom right corner) and they'll bring u there.

Happy Vibe

2009-11-18T09:47:00.002+08:00

Someone once told me that you have to choose what you win or lose you can't have everything don't cha take chances might feel the pain don't cha love in vain cause love won't set you free i could stand by the side and watch this life pass me by so unhappy but safe as could be so what if it hurts me? so what if i break down? So what if this world just throws me off the edge my feet run out of ground i gotta find my place i wanna hear my sound don't care about all the pain in front of me cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah just wanna be happy, yeah holding on tightly just can't let it go just trying to play my role slowly disappear, ohh all these days i feel like they're the same just different faces, different names get me outta here i can't stand by your side, ohh no watch this life pass me by, pass me by so and it's just that i can't see the kind of stranger on this road but don't say victim don't say anything i just wanna be happy ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy i just wanna be, ohh i just wanna be happy ohh, happy...

2 Is Better Than 1

2009-11-13T20:14:00.010+08:00

Last Sat, enjoyed wif cousin @ Sentosa. At first i'm clueless why she insist on bringing me to Sentosa. I was like Sentosa?!...Booringggg. But i didnt even think that it would be this happening. And i didnt even think that i could try on those like cousin said "keje gile kan". Why ehk everytime we hang out 2gether, ade aje keje gile, for instance getting "drunk" by coffee bean, eating VERY spicy ayam penyetz, then round2 sampai kaki sakit, then took the never serious pic shots. Whatever it is, I LIKE! No, I LOVE IT!

Cousin said, "Eh Ani! Kononya ala2 'brought to you by Old Chang Kee' gitu"

Ewah2 ini tak boleh jadi ni. Cik akak oi self-entertainment nampak...Teehee =)

She surprised me, she dont want to say A-N-Y-T-H-I-N-G regarding her motive for bringing me there. Hmpf. I tot kene sabo ke ape ke. Sekali tu.................................................

AHHHHHH! It's Skyride & Luge people!

1..Skyride

At the very top. Geng2, part inilah aku rase macam tinggi dari korang. Tinggi dari sehutan(?!) pokok. Kah kah kah

Maintain...maintain... padahal dalam hati punye dlm gelodak bermcm2 bunyian.

MMM-Best

Next.... Ah! Ape pulak dah

2.. Luge

"Gunakan topi keledar, Ingatlah orang tersayang"
Pssst...actuali kan, da siap pakai helmet sekali tu helmet terbalik dah...

Booooo long queue.Taken words by the helmet; LUGE "Once is never enough"- BETUL TU! BETUL TU!

Yeah! I managed to drift and left all the girls behind me. Eh wait! i also left my cousin coz she drove 10km/h sebab baru dapat lesen takut kene accident. Dah accident nanti kene jeling dengan org tu..tu. Eh wait! The Luge crew decided to overtake me, siap boleh ejek aku pulak tu....Mm, menyampah. At the finishing, there's a camera will snap u. So above that's mine. $10 per photo. There's goes the 10 sin dollars.

Skyride too can snap picture, but for us, we were mistaken the wrong tower, then the camera just shot muka tak senonoh kita. So save $10.

Getting all high up

Next.....chillin' at Coffee Bean
Luckily, tak drunk macam hari tu tu

Next up.....Kueh Teow...

Uuuuh, besar tu nganganya..

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Old Skool Oi...

2009-11-11T19:26:00.007+08:00

I'm done wif this craving/drool/fancy/salivate/desire.

Syukurlah...syukurlah, a buyer/girl before me didnt buy it. Kalau tidok, terkenang nasib tak berlagu oii. Kenapa tak berlagu?! It's because it was the VERY last piece people for size 5. Tengoklah, apabila aku nak beli ape2 baranglah, there's two reason takde difference pon. One, either last piece or worst (doesnt help!), SOLD OUT!! The brother(tuan kedai) informed me tat, maybe it's my luck to haf tat last piece; i like it. Yeap, true enough but it's your luck too tat i bought to clear your stock; you like it. Heehee. Okaylah seri kan =) 1-1 & i'm not sure abt the original price but i bought it at SGD59. Is it cheap or vice versa?

Suka Hati Mata Aku Lor

2009-11-05T11:19:00.003+08:00

Quite sick wif my current frame that looks all nerdy, more to casual and etc etc etc..and i'm thinking of changing it. To more sweet, nice and everything nice. Eh macam telinga aku pernah dengar ayat2 bombastik tu, tapi di mana ya? To add on top of that, i'm had this fear of going to optical shop. Alright! Kelakarkan aku. Cheyy, macam nk pergi ujian besar, kes besar semuanya besar2 belaka....padahal2. But really, when i'm in optical shop, they will check my spec's power(power=degree of spec, fyi) & they confirm uh gives me this i-know-how-u-feeling expression. And pls pls pls pls, dont rasie up my degree...Confirm pening punyer uh. Uh kanta lekap pon alright ehk. Chup2, okay ke? Kla itu je nk bilang. Now aini move to ass to work, will u?

U-Turn

2009-11-01T20:00:00.002+08:00

At times i do ponder and saying this to myself. How i wish back then, if i were to study hard to get O's levels and hopefully i get thru the institute that i dream. On a second thoughts, i realised that the institute that i dream is a private organisation and most obviously the fees gonna cost me alot and that excludes the hidden cost of course. You know like the stuffs for your assignments. C'mon whereas, my entry application for poly, already made my head twisted and what's more this. Oh mee god!

I do envy students who get thru the institute of my dreams & theirs too. How i wish i would be there in that school. Do share same stuffs as them, share the same interest, share thoughts & ideas. How i wish i did get in there to pursuit my dreams without any prob load. HOW I WISH!